Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I only have Mom and Dad. I'm in my mid to late twenties.
Can't blame this on looks though, I actively avoided people my entire life. Actually when I was a little child I was shy but when I opened up to kids I'd sperg out with energy and glee, happy to play with them and interact. But I think over time so many negative experiences happened that I just shut myself off from the world. Bit by bit, the world just got worse and worse. Even kindergarten had its bullies, then school got worse and worse and worse.
Funny how life is a giant domino effect. I don't even remember how I became who I am, but one thing lead to another and here I am, the giant broken mess that is a failure in every conceivable way.
Can't blame this on looks though, I actively avoided people my entire life. Actually when I was a little child I was shy but when I opened up to kids I'd sperg out with energy and glee, happy to play with them and interact. But I think over time so many negative experiences happened that I just shut myself off from the world. Bit by bit, the world just got worse and worse. Even kindergarten had its bullies, then school got worse and worse and worse.
Funny how life is a giant domino effect. I don't even remember how I became who I am, but one thing lead to another and here I am, the giant broken mess that is a failure in every conceivable way.