I was raised in my grandparents' house, my mother never took on the responsibility of taking care of a child 24 hours a day and my parents are separated
It's a bit shit, you need to learn to be a man alone, there's no one to really support you, a lot of traumas and insecurities are generated like this
I never had anyone to influence me to do healthy things or hobbies as a child, I was always basically alone, I looked for it but after I was 13 I decided to lock myself in my room for almost two years
Many things could have been different but I don't hold resentment and I don't even have another me in my head with other experiences, there is no other world of other possibilities