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How long were you in denial about certain parts of the blackpill before you fully came to accept that it is indeed the brutal truth?
 
i didnt accept the blackpill the blackpill accepted me,

it was like love at first sight i knew right away and submitted, its in my blood now, always have been, its who i am.
 
i didnt accept the blackpill the blackpill accepted me,

it was like love at first sight i knew right away and submitted, its in my blood now, always have been, its who i am.

Legit. I unknowingly was sort of blackpilled before I knew the term "blackpill." Although there were some parts such as the race pill that I used to be in denial of, but now believe it 100%, for example.
 
Legit. I unknowingly was sort of blackpilled before I knew the term "blackpill." Although there were some parts such as the race pill that I used to be in denial of, but now believe it 100%, for example.
since i grew up on islam my parents were pretty redpilled and blackpilled, bluepills are for kaffir jews. the jews like to delude people that this world is a nice place and create false illuisionary realities through media outlets and such, but alhamdullah ive been woke from a young age and distance myself from society from a young age, i was destined to discover this place, mashallah its been a blessing to accumulate such self and environmental awarness, I love the blackpill yet its the sole reason for my bitterness but like they say the truth hurts
 
First, to even recognize or accept the black pill, one must be comfortable assessing and engraining Red Pill concepts.

I swalowed the Red Pills, eons ago. I wanted to become MGTOW at first until I relaize that I was not going my own way with MGTOW, I was SENT away, and rejected by foids. MGTOW was only a cope, a fool's illusion. A guy that get gets rejected even by prostitue is in no way a guy going his own way.

That's when I took account of my inceldom.

I then studied further more Lookism, heightism, status and more black pill concepts and studies and I'm little by little' fully accpeting black pill concepts as a concrete reality.
 
I've known about it more or less for more than a decade. Just it wasn't called that back then (to my knowledge). Honestly it made me suicidal, because I always had the dream of the loving wife, the family and all that. The harsh reality of course is that women are all hypergamous whores deep down that need to be dominated and treated like shit to keep them attracted to you. But I just can't be that kind of guy, and wouldn't ever want to. And again I've known all that for more than a decade now.
 
I went through PUA and Redpill First. The blackpill needed time to seep into my conscious. I had to accept it over time once all the evidence began to surface.
 
Started noticing male/female dynamics at 18. Started PUA at 19. Found misc/redpill at 21. Found PSL at 22. Fully digested the blackpill at 24
 
if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you. this is how you swallow it. you don’t wake up in a fine morning and say I’m blackpilled, the constant agony and betrayal drains you in
 
No one here has fully accepted the blackpill, they would rope if they did
 
Took it in when i was pretty young, wondered why I was different than the other kids. I honestly wish my younger self was more delusional and maybe my younger years would have been less rough.
 
Took me a few days watching videos from @FACEandLMS on repeat. I guess in the back of my head there was always a slight suspision that the reason all the advice that worked for normal people didn't work for me had something to do with my looks and not my confidence.
 
PUA was the beginning, then red pill, random youtube dating coaches etc. I just kept connecting dots between things I read online and things I've seen with my own eyes. Little things like hearing your own mother laughing at small dick men over the phone, or watching my sister choose drug dealers over church boys, everything just slowly started making sense.
 
High school once weight lifting didn’t do shit to help at 5’4
 
At 14 when a girl way below my league rejected me I knew it was over. Autism is a death sentence. Didnt make a single attempt for 8 years. Then at 22 I got bluepilled with therapy. Encouraging me to be someone I'm not. Then at 23 I reaccepted what I already knew as a child.
 
Basically all my life. But I discovered the term in 2017.
 
I’d say sixteen or seventeen was when I got the first hint. Took me to twenty-five to fully accept.
 
Not really long since I was already kind of blackpilled/redpilled before discovering psli tbh tbh
 
i didnt accept the blackpill the blackpill accepted me,

it was like love at first sight i knew right away and submitted, its in my blood now, always have been, its who i am.
Lmfao
 
i didnt accept the blackpill the blackpill accepted me,

it was like love at first sight i knew right away and submitted, its in my blood now, always have been, its who i am.

blackpill is love, blackpill is life
 
Like others have said, I've known for years that something isn't right. I just didn't have a name for it. There is still hope within me, and I don't know whether I should kill it off or not. Maybe that's for the best.
 

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