Q
My join date is December 25th, 2017 also known as christmas day. During this day many were with their families, loved ones or friends. But I was alone steeped in anger frothing at the mouth from a betrayal I had suffered. My business ventures were destroyed by my supposed "family" they were jealous that I would become rich and they would be nothing so they destroyed my chance at happiness. I have been extremely depressed for a while because of this but now I'm getting better. If my crypto currency venture wasn't destroyed by them I would be extremely rich right now and living a fulfilling life, they took that away from me. I am restarting my business ventures now and I am trying not to depressed. I still have a chance to become rich and I will put all my energy into it.
At the same time though hate constantly runs through me sometimes I get so angry I have convulsions. I want to become successful so bad but sometimes I'm so angry and think about things that make me mad I just can't focus. I will try to mold my anger in a way that benefits me instead of being distracted by it.
On christmas day, I would say the rage consumed me and turned me into something else, I joined this new forum (I've been around the redpill/blackpill space for years before this forum) and I abandoned fake ties like fake family and fake friendship.
At the same time though hate constantly runs through me sometimes I get so angry I have convulsions. I want to become successful so bad but sometimes I'm so angry and think about things that make me mad I just can't focus. I will try to mold my anger in a way that benefits me instead of being distracted by it.
On christmas day, I would say the rage consumed me and turned me into something else, I joined this new forum (I've been around the redpill/blackpill space for years before this forum) and I abandoned fake ties like fake family and fake friendship.
