Venting How do you endure that much pain?

[sconswap]

How can you tolerate the pain that chads and foids fuck many times every day, that they have better, happier and more peaceful lives than us, and that we will never be able to live this?

I can't stand it and I'm tired of it. I really want to kill myself. When I look at myself in the mirror, I want to hit my disgusting face on the walls and rub it on the asphalt. I cry and have tantrums, but I do it as quietly as possible.

Even if I acsend after suffering so much, what's the point? The relationships I can have will never be what I dreamed of. I won't be able to have a pure relationship like Chad's and I hate being constantly aware of this.

 

[Starfish Vs Koala]

 

[joocel52]

The will to life triumphs. My whole life i was alone, i barely participate, im still here. I have severe ocd, fucked up shit in my head all day. But to kys is the hardest thing ever.

 

[sconswap]

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[VintageCarCoper]

 

[Based NaziCel]

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[Based NaziCel]

Life still makes sense.Nazimaxx if you’re not an ethnic

 

[sconswap]

The will to life triumphs. My whole life i was alone, i barely participate, im still here. I have severe ocd, fucked up shit in my head all day. But to kys is the hardest thing ever.

I experience most of the things in my head too, no one notices, sometimes I forget, but I usually experience the same things over and over again

 

[sconswap]

Life still makes sense.Nazimaxx if you’re not an ethnic

Sadly i am

 

[Grodd]

I try not to think about it or i'll lose my shit so i indulge in copes to keep my mind off it

 

[joocel52]

I experience most of the things in my head too, no one notices, sometimes I forget, but I usually experience the same things over and over again

Yea, being fucked up mentally works innsuch a way that tou learn to hide it. My mom was always sad and angry when i showed it, now she doesnt know. Can barely deal with this anymore mang

 

[sconswap]

Yea, being fucked up mentally works innsuch a way that tou learn to hide it. My mom was always sad and angry when i showed it, now she doesnt know. Can barely deal with this anymore mang

I keep it to myself because I know my family won't understand me. Sometimes I can't control myself, but I still don't talk about most of what I experience.

 

[sconswap]

I try not to think about it or i'll lose my shit so i indulge in copes to keep my mind off it

I try to distract myself most of the time, but I can't escape these thoughts, no matter what I do, I keep thinking about the same things at the end of the day.

 

[Thugs-4-Less]

The will to life triumphs. My whole life i was alone, i barely participate, im still here. I have severe ocd, fucked up shit in my head all day. But to kys is the hardest thing ever.

It's very hard to beat your biological instincts which keep you alive

 

[joocel52]

It's very hard to beat your biological instincts which keep you alive

Exactely. Thats why retarded normgroids who say suicide is the easy option are retarded

 

[wereq]

How can you tolerate the pain that chads and foids fuck many times every day, that they have better, happier and more peaceful lives than us, and that we will never be able to live this?

I can't! That's why I have to fight tooth and nail constantly every day to keep the suicidal thoughts from taking over my mind.

Even if I acsend after suffering so much, what's the point? The relationships I can have will never be what I dreamed of. I won't be able to have a pure relationship like Chad's and I hate being constantly aware of this.

We are worthless and doomed man. We are just trying to distract ourselves with copes from our impending doom.

 

[sconswap]

I can't! That's why I have to fight tooth and nail constantly every day to keep the suicidal thoughts from taking over my mind.

We are worthless and doomed man. We are just trying to distract ourselves with copes from our impending doom.

 

[wereq]

Life still makes sense.Nazimaxx if you’re not an ethnic

I am ethnic and already Nazimaxxed.

 

[wereq]

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[TheHungariancel]

I can still cope with my regular copes, that's all. Otherwise I'm simply existing. I withdrew from everywhere, I don't participate in anything, I don't contribute to anything. I'm observing things from an outside perspective and fill the emptiness with copes.

 

[Icedancer_333]

The will to life triumphs. My whole life i was alone, i barely participate, im still here. I have severe ocd, fucked up shit in my head all day. But to kys is the hardest thing ever.

OCD actually makes life hell bro. I cant go one day without thinking about roping constantly like I cannot get the idea out of my head. Everything I do is with the goal of suppressing the thought to rope

 

[Friezacel]

The only reason im alive is my survival instinct, nothing else really

 

[light]

The only reason im alive is my survival instinct, nothing else really

 

[LeFrenchCel]

You just continue to exist until you finally decide you can't stand it anymore

 

[Officer KD6-3.7]

cope or rope buddy boyo

 

[sconswap]

cope or rope buddy boyo

I will rope

 

[Officer KD6-3.7]

 

[SilverBullet]

Too pussy to rope. Im in chronic pain mang and want to die everyday but am still here

 

[sconswap]

Too pussy to rope. Im in chronic pain mang and want to die everyday but am still here

Same as here, i tried countless times to do it but i always end up being too scared to do it for whatever reason

 

[Animecel2D]

Nanomachines, son. They harden in respond to emotional trauma

 

[Emba]

Ok