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curryboy420
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I feel like this all happens to us because we left god and if we were religious like everyone says to me then god would sort the problems for us. But I hated religion and I hated the mosque and all the guys there and I hate the praying 5 times and all that shit. But at this point it's the only solution I can think of because there's too many factors out of my control that I need an external power to put in my interests. My dad never helped me he always just told me to pray then god will give me my money and success. Is he right, and how do I apologise to god after being a bad person for 20 years and how do I become a good person because I don't like to pray or be sober all the time or stuff like that. Do I have to pray every prayer and do I have to catch up on all the old ones I didn't pray. And that would take a long time many years.