Venting How do I stop being superstitious?

[Destroyed lonely]

It's strange because I'm one of the biggest nonbelievers you could ever meet but my brain still believes in these OCD like superstitions that paralyzes me, for example I can't start doing anything when the clock shows certain times or it's a certain day otherwise I feel bad things will happen, I can't say any word that feels like a "curse", what I fear the most is being tricked and living a self fulfilling prophecy

This is retarded and I need to stop but I can't, I think it's the result of being extremely pessimistic and hopeless for many years which subconsciously makes you think the entire universe is your enemy and you need to do these micro rituals to escape it

 

[Dneum912]

Remove all your clothes, stick a piece of paper,where all your stats are written on your forehead. Then take a look into the mirror, and ask yourself how tr can that mofo “God” create a creature like that.

 

[Destroyed lonely]

Remove all your clothes, stick a piece of paper,where all your stats are written on your forehead. Then take a look into the mirror, and ask yourself how tr can that mofo “God” create a creature like that.

I don't believe I'm "ugly" anymore, I'm "worse looking", my inferiority is the result of ever-growing human standards, 200 years ago I would be considered normal looking

There are no "good" looking and "bad" looking people, there are only "better" looking and "worse" looking, Chad is the best looking, truecel is the worst looking, if you remove all ugly people, the normies of now will be the uglies of next generation, just like how even the truest truecel here mogs the average homo erectus or whatever

This is why eugenics is cope and too optimistic, your place on the scale isn't the issue, the problem is that there is a scale in the first place, if "you" weren't "you", your place would be filled by someone that IS you

If India didn't exist some other country would be the "India", if shitskins didn't exist some groups of whites would be the "shitskin"

The system is so deeply evil, it never began and was never supposed to begin