Venting How do I escape my fucking Nihilistic Mental prison

[AntisocialNihilist]

I absolutely loathe this existence.
I hate everyone and everything with few exceptions. When I became around 14-15 years old I realized that there is no fucking god and all of us are just drones walking around with no true purpose or reason for living, simply working as cogs in the machine, lambs walking towards their death, Inevitably.

I only have like 3 copes Manga, touhou and rule34 Lmaoooo I'm gonna fucking cut myself with some glass I hate it here

If you wanna talk about Touhou or something for reference my favorite characters are Patchouli Knowledge and Yuuma toutetsu, do with that what you will. Favorite manga: Berserk.

I'll probably post more stuff like this to document my mental decline in this hellhole

 

[Stupid Clown]

 

[AntisocialNihilist]

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A classic.

 

[Lonelyus]

I absolutely loathe this existence.
I hate everyone and everything with few exceptions. When I became around 14-15 years old I realized that there is no fucking god and all of us are just drones walking around with no true purpose or reason for living, simply working as cogs in the machine, lambs walking towards their death, Inevitably.

I only have like 3 copes Manga, touhou and rule34 Lmaoooo I'm gonna fucking cut myself with some glass I hate it here

If you wanna talk about Touhou or something for reference my favorite characters are Patchouli Knowledge and Yuuma toutetsu, do with that what you will. Favorite manga: Berserk.

I'll probably post more stuff like this to document my mental decline in this hellhole



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You cant, Ive been a prisoner there since i was 15 and discovered my nose was suifuel and my eye area was too submissive

 

[Friezacel]

Drugs

 

[CorpseWatcher]

Ascension and Religon the latter is more realistic

 

[AntisocialNihilist]

Ascension and Religon the latter is more realistic

Non-shatterproof cope.