For me personally, I always had this feeling of what the situation actually was. In middle school the boys would all have their various crushes on different girls, sure there were some girls who were extra popular, but generally speaking most girls had a guy who fancied them. ALL of the girls on the other hand, openly crushed on a select few guys and that was it. This sort of thinking and behavior continued into high school (and would continue into college and beyond). A tiny group of guys with all the girls vying for them.
It was towards the end of high school where I began looking around on the internet for ways to get girls essentially. Obviously when looking for this stuff the first thing you hit is just a wall of bluepilled advice. This was just the same cookie cutter shit we're all taught from birth. However this did actually satisfy me for maybe a year, I figured "oh, I already do this, I'll just keep at it!"... it wasn't long though before this was no longer cutting it and shortly after I ran into some PUA shit - which really never convinced me to be honest, I'm still amazed people fall for this shit. Then I found r/theredpill. This was it, this was the answer, this would let me escape my misery. I was redpilled for a good 3-4 years I'd say. I took onboard the stuff about grooming well, dressing well, keeping fit, and of course "holding frame". But as the weeks turned to months which turned to years I again found myself disillusioned.
And then somewhere in the comments section of a reddit post I saw someone mocking "incels". I looked up the subreddit and initially everyone just seemed insane, so I clicked the "x" and that was that for another month or so.
But I came back. Then took a short break once more. Came back. Took a shorter break. Came back. I stuck around.
That "feeling" I had all the way back in middle school, finally had a name to it. I was now blackpilled. From the anecdotal evidence that has been staring at me in the face my entire life, to the post after post of experiments, studies, articles and raw data you see on this forum...
the blackpill is as true to me as the theory of gravity.
It was towards the end of high school where I began looking around on the internet for ways to get girls essentially. Obviously when looking for this stuff the first thing you hit is just a wall of bluepilled advice. This was just the same cookie cutter shit we're all taught from birth. However this did actually satisfy me for maybe a year, I figured "oh, I already do this, I'll just keep at it!"... it wasn't long though before this was no longer cutting it and shortly after I ran into some PUA shit - which really never convinced me to be honest, I'm still amazed people fall for this shit. Then I found r/theredpill. This was it, this was the answer, this would let me escape my misery. I was redpilled for a good 3-4 years I'd say. I took onboard the stuff about grooming well, dressing well, keeping fit, and of course "holding frame". But as the weeks turned to months which turned to years I again found myself disillusioned.
And then somewhere in the comments section of a reddit post I saw someone mocking "incels". I looked up the subreddit and initially everyone just seemed insane, so I clicked the "x" and that was that for another month or so.
But I came back. Then took a short break once more. Came back. Took a shorter break. Came back. I stuck around.
That "feeling" I had all the way back in middle school, finally had a name to it. I was now blackpilled. From the anecdotal evidence that has been staring at me in the face my entire life, to the post after post of experiments, studies, articles and raw data you see on this forum...
the blackpill is as true to me as the theory of gravity.
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