Story How did you became blackpilled?

[aikido]

I still remember how I found out.

I should have been 15/16 and I went to this summer camp that was about a week's long.
At the time I was somewhat into psicuckhology and I vividly remember wondering how friend groups started. So what better environment to find out than a remote countryside farm with 100+ kids that didn't know eachother?

I ended up discovering that the groups formed rather quickly (less than 1 hour) and not in the random/bluepilled way I was half expecting.

All the attractive people ended up in the same big friend group while normies divided into several groups, and the ugly/fat/autistic kids were left behind and the instructors (for the most part) had to help them form groups jfl.

Unfortunately for me, I ended up in latter group, and thus that omnipresent voice that haunts me to this day was born.

I had discovered the blackpill.


PS: This was my first post and english is not my first language. Feel free to correct any mistakes.

 

[Sneir]

I still remember how I found out.

I should have been 15/16 and I went to this summer camp that was about a week's long.
At the time I was somewhat into psicuckhology and I vividly remember wondering how friend groups started. So what better environment to find out than a remote countryside farm with 100+ kids that didn't know eachother?

I ended up discovering that the groups formed rather quickly (less than 1 hour) and not in the random/bluepilled way I was half expecting.

All the attractive people ended up in the same big friend group while normies divided into several groups, and the ugly/fat/autistic kids were left behind and the instructors (for the most part) had to help them form groups jfl.

Unfortunately for me, I ended up in latter group, and thus that omnipresent voice that I haunts me to this day was born.

I had discovered the blackpill.


PS: This was my first post and english is not my first language. Feel free to correct any mistakes.

WELL I HAD BEEN BORN AS AN INCEL KOMMANDO WITH MISSION (IN VIDEO GAME)
BASED SHOW THEM ALL FUCKING ACID BAGS ON THEIR DISGUSTING HEADS (in video game)
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Every single post written on this account is fiction. Account was created as an social experiment. Do not attempt this at home. Doing so could lead you but is not limited to death, breakage, screaming parents, dismemberment, leakage, foul discharge, mutilation, humiliation, dehydration, itchy feet, hypertension, a splinter - And you know how painful those can be! This is a work of fiction. Unless otherwise indicated, all the names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents in this post are either the product of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental

All my post is fiction. Attention to any and all intelligence agencies: every post ever made by this IP and any other associated with it have been done for no purpose other than satire. I hereby absolve myself of any and all intent to commit acts of violence or terror against any party be they fictional or existing, furthermore, any post made in the future by this IP or any associated will have been done for the sole purpose of research and/or satirical purpose.

All my post is fiction. Attention to any and all intelligence agencies: every post ever made by this IP and any other associated with it have been done for no purpose other than satire. I hereby absolve myself of any and all intent to commit acts of violence or terror against any party be they fictional or existing, furthermore, any post made in the future by this IP or any associated will have been done for the sole purpose of research and/or satirical purpose.

 

[THE TRUE CAMARO]

 

[Friezacel]

I think YouTube, but i don't know 100% anymore

 

[Rotter]

Brutal first post

 

[Swagpilled]

"I remember when I was 16 I got hamza in my recommended and he talked about the redpill and-"

 

[Govid_Dorious]

I still remember how I found out.

I should have been 15/16 and I went to this summer camp that was about a week's long.
At the time I was somewhat into psicuckhology and I vividly remember wondering how friend groups started. So what better environment to find out than a remote countryside farm with 100+ kids that didn't know eachother?

I ended up discovering that the groups formed rather quickly (less than 1 hour) and not in the random/bluepilled way I was half expecting.

All the attractive people ended up in the same big friend group while normies divided into several groups, and the ugly/fat/autistic kids were left behind and the instructors (for the most part) had to help them form groups jfl.

Unfortunately for me, I ended up in latter group, and thus that omnipresent voice that I haunts me to this day was born.

I had discovered the blackpill.


PS: This was my first post and english is not my first language. Feel free to correct any mistakes.

 

[Fancy Alcoholic]

My mother was the feminist kind, abusive, mentally ill, misandrist ... I've never seen her showing guenuine affection towards any male she's related to. That's what foids were in my brain until recently. Then I discovered most foids don't even believe in the feminist bs but are just using it to get pussy pass wherever they go. My mother was the cultist believer kind, not even able to comprehend how to use that card in her interest, just destroying the most important human bonds in her life because it is supposedly empowering her (it isn't).

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

My mother was the feminist kind, abusive, mentally ill, misandrist ... I've never seen her showing guenuine affection towards any male she's related to. That's what foids were in my brain until recently. Then I discovered most foids don't even believe in the feminist bs but are just using it to get pussy pass wherever they go. My mother was the cultist believer kind, not even able to comprehend how to use that card in her interest, just destroying the most important human bonds in her life because it is supposedly empowering her (it isn't).

Sounds horrible to live through. To be a mother but lack any kind or nurturing qualities seems like being a car without wheels or an engine. What even is your purpose if you can't love your own child.

 

[stuck in the rain]

I still remember how I found out.

I should have been 15/16 and I went to this summer camp that was about a week's long.
At the time I was somewhat into psicuckhology and I vividly remember wondering how friend groups started. So what better environment to find out than a remote countryside farm with 100+ kids that didn't know eachother?

I ended up discovering that the groups formed rather quickly (less than 1 hour) and not in the random/bluepilled way I was half expecting.

All the attractive people ended up in the same big friend group while normies divided into several groups, and the ugly/fat/autistic kids were left behind and the instructors (for the most part) had to help them form groups jfl.

Unfortunately for me, I ended up in latter group, and thus that omnipresent voice that haunts me to this day was born.

I had discovered the blackpill.


PS: This was my first post and english is not my first language. Feel free to correct any mistakes.

always knew. final nail in the coffin was gym class 7th grade where we were forced to learn square dance or some shit. teacher told hot bitch to hold my hand and she did that thing with her sleeve as if she was touching trash. was forced to stare her down for 40 minutes absolutely brutal

 

[IceMan2000]

"I remember when I was 16 I got hamza in my recommended and he talked about the redpill and-"

Frame bro ! It's all about frame !
Masculine energies ! And le feminine energies !
Don't be jeffery !

He got with 1 white woman who proceeded to use him and dump him It's so easy to spot hamzacopers outside. I heard someone unironically say self-improvement instead of exercise

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

I still remember how I found out.

I should have been 15/16 and I went to this summer camp that was about a week's long.
At the time I was somewhat into psicuckhology and I vividly remember wondering how friend groups started. So what better environment to find out than a remote countryside farm with 100+ kids that didn't know eachother?

I ended up discovering that the groups formed rather quickly (less than 1 hour) and not in the random/bluepilled way I was half expecting.

All the attractive people ended up in the same big friend group while normies divided into several groups, and the ugly/fat/autistic kids were left behind and the instructors (for the most part) had to help them form groups jfl.

Unfortunately for me, I ended up in latter group, and thus that omnipresent voice that haunts me to this day was born.

I had discovered the blackpill.


PS: This was my first post and english is not my first language. Feel free to correct any mistakes.

I was more in the race realism discourse for a few years. Everything around IQ, crime rates, smart fraction theory, just anything related to genetic differences between individuals and races and the sexes.

Waited very long before I directly got into contact with incel-related content and ideas, for one because the stigma was off-putting, and also because everything around sex and dating was a hurtful topic to think and learn about.

The way people present extreme ideas on here is also perfectly optimized to scare away any new recruit. It is all about internal status-games, signaling how BPed you are or how cynical or how much of a trucel or antisocial or how completly you have cast off all of society's prior programming.

The culture seems to be about intentionally being abrasive to the max. No pretense, no fake niceness, no baseline for politeness or room for sensibilities (except those that are part of the rules).

 

[future&$]

I was more in the race realism discourse for a few years. Everything around IQ, crime rates, smart fraction theory, just anything related to genetic differences between individuals and races and the sexes.

Waited very long before I directly got into contact with incel-related content and ideas, for one because the stigma was off-putting, and also because everything around sex and dating was a hurtful topic to think and learn about.

The way people present extreme ideas on here is also perfectly optimized to scare away any new recruit. It is all about internal status-games, signaling how BPed you are or how cynical or how much of a trucel or antisocial or how completly you have cast off all of society's prior programming.

The culture seems to be about intentionally being abrasive to the max. No pretense, no fake niceness, no baseline for politeness or room for sensibilities (except those that are part of the rules).

You give me fake cel vibes like you’re just here to promote your racial theories jfl. Are you even an incel?

 

[OutcompetedByRoomba]

You give me fake cel vibes like you’re just here to promote your racial theories jfl. Are you even an incel?

you give me butthurt black vibes. I don't promote them, I barely talk about them unless it fits the thread. you are obviously triggered and like the little foid in a viring man's body you are, you choose to play the social aggression card. I have no desire left to argue with your type on a site with such low standards for effort and epistemology. be gone

 

[future&$]

you give me butthurt black vibes. I don't promote them, I barely talk about them unless it fits the thread. you are obviously triggered and like the little foid in a viring man's body you are, you choose to play the social aggression card. I have no desire left to argue with your type on a site with such low standards for effort and epistemology. be gone

If you can’t take the heat get out the kitchen as they say.

 

[Wolnir]

Getting my looks roasted every day when I was in school. Adult normies find you repulsive, they just can't get away with saying it like they could in school because they have things to lose.

 

[ULTRAMAN]

I found out when I was 43 years old reading this forum.

 

[Wolnir]

All the attractive people ended up in the same big friend group while normies divided into several groups, and the ugly/fat/autistic kids were left behind and the instructors (for the most part) had to help them form groups jfl.

I've seen this happen before too. Attractive people wouldn't even acknowledge the uggos existence.

 

[fastnbulbous]

I was kind of formulating blackpill ideas in my mind many years ago due to all that i had experienced because of my manletism, but i could never concrete those ideas and would always go back to bluepill and being the doormat of everyone. Eventually though i began awakening to the cold hard truth, which was a slow process, until finally coming across blackpill, incel subculture and this forum. I remember i was shocked at first by all the theories and even lingo used, since i was still in my denial stage, but after that, came the complete liberation of my mind from the bluepill.

 

[PersonalityChad]

Real life experiences

 

[depressedblackcel]

Real life experiences

 

[depressedblackcel]

Fully became blackpilled at 16. However at around 13 ish I sort of knew where I was heading to

 

[Balding Subhuman]

At work I noticed a huge difference between how male coworkers and female coworkers would treat me. Guys would either be neutral with me or spend time with me, and the women look horrified sometimes when they saw me, or straight up disgusted. I didn't do anything to get on their wrong side. Some people might argue that I was just creepy, but I doubt it. At the time I didn't even watch porn or masturbate or even think about women really. I would meditate and have my copes. But women always just hated me.

I always thought I was "somewhere around average." I didn't see myself as a truly ugly guy, but I knew I wasn't a pretty boy either. But faceandlms videos showed me how women actually treat men they find attractive, and I had a coworker who was very traditionally handsome and women did treat him a lot better than other guys. One time a foid coworker from another department came to our department to bring something, and she gave it to me with a nasty face. Then my coworker arrived and she was blushing. Even my coworker saw that she was giving me a disgusted face, because he even made a notion about it to me. That was my heureka moment. Suddenly it made sense why women, who I never even spoke to or bothered in any way, would act mean towards me.

Then I watched some more faceandlms videos and was oiling my rope but eventually the melancholy started to subside.

 

[RottingFilth]

I was so bluepilled in high school, having grown up with a single feminist mother.
Around age 25 I fell down a rabbit hole and found the inkler forums. This forum blackpilled me. It all makes sense now.

 

[ElTruecel]

Probably the shortcel subreddit

 

[REEject]

The extreme bluepilled brainwashing that I went through since I was born faded away, and the truth hit me like a truck.

 

[Izayacel]

Sounds horrible to live through. To be a mother but lack any kind or nurturing qualities seems like being a car without wheels or an engine. What even is your purpose if you can't love your own child.

Many Woman Just extract Resources from Man ( for fun ) and fuck around .

You know the evil " / Ego types .

How i actualky got Aware " was in a train . While having an Out of place thought that Made to much sence .

 

[Skoga]

When I was born.

 

[Celasius]

2019. r/incelswihouthate

Can’t remember how I got introduced to it.

"I remember when I was 16 I got hamza in my recommended and he talked about the redpill and-"
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Based. Nnewfags should be gatekept as much as possible.

 

[PillarofReality]

Well, that's the blackpill in action. Life ain't some utopian fantasy where everyone is judged by their 'inner beauty' or some crap like that. Nope, it's a beauty contest from the get-go. Attractive folks get the best seats at the table, while the rest of us get the crumbs. It's a screwed up world, but hey, no point crying over it. Welcome to the club, mate. And don't worry about your English, it's all good.

 

[Swagpilled]

2019. r/incelswihouthate

Can’t remember how I got introduced to it.


Based. Nnewfags should be gatekept as much as possible.

in all honesty, for me it was probably around like 2016 when youtubers started making vids about "niceguys" and I realised that alot of them aren't that wrong lol

 

[zeekcel]

i realised the blackpill when i saw how me as a sub5 and others of my kind were treated as compared to even to most normal average niggas ever.

i found the actual definition when i was a youngin browing through plebbit
didnt really care much for it as i was braindead until like a few months ago when the blackpill hit me like a truck and i started looking for niggas like me then joined this forum late after lurking for a few months

 

[Maladjusted Jerk]

I still remember how I found out.

I should have been 15/16 and I went to this summer camp that was about a week's long.
At the time I was somewhat into psicuckhology and I vividly remember wondering how friend groups started. So what better environment to find out than a remote countryside farm with 100+ kids that didn't know eachother?

I ended up discovering that the groups formed rather quickly (less than 1 hour) and not in the random/bluepilled way I was half expecting.

All the attractive people ended up in the same big friend group while normies divided into several groups, and the ugly/fat/autistic kids were left behind and the instructors (for the most part) had to help them form groups jfl.

Unfortunately for me, I ended up in latter group, and thus that omnipresent voice that haunts me to this day was born.

I had discovered the blackpill.


PS: This was my first post and english is not my first language. Feel free to correct any mistakes.

based avi I love king of comedy such a good movie.

But yeah I've always envied people and noticed the difference between me and them although I think I only really thought about it around high school.

 

[Autistic Uggo]

A combination of lived experience and exposure to lookism studies. I've always been ignored and treat like shit. I wanted answers, and places like /r9k/ and r/Braincels pointed me in the right direction.

 

[ShadesChan]

when I was in High School, I invented my own theory that I would find out later was just BP. I think the only major differences was that my theory denied rising-polygamy and that women are more “fooled” into thinking that looks don’t matter to most women, just them (ex: “Height doesn’t matter to me, it just happens that my boyfriend is tall”).

 

[basedcel1_]

My mother was the feminist kind, abusive, mentally ill, misandrist ... I've never seen her showing guenuine affection towards any male she's related to. That's what foids were in my brain until recently. Then I discovered most foids don't even believe in the feminist bs but are just using it to get pussy pass wherever they go. My mother was the cultist believer kind, not even able to comprehend how to use that card in her interest, just destroying the most important human bonds in her life because it is supposedly empowering her (it isn't).

Brutal. Choose one Feminist mom or alcoholic dad?

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

in all honesty, for me it was probably around like 2016 when youtubers started making vids about "niceguys" and I realised that alot of them aren't that wrong lol

 

[lazy_gamer_423]

by realizing that in high school that all women only like jockmaxxed 6' chads