All things considered it hindered my life more than anything. The only good thing they made me realize is that i was a social outcast and different from others and that it was what made my life shit, i think i've had health care with therapists and psychiatrists for around 4 years, started at the end of elementary school and finished at the end of Middle school.
The main reason i hate them is because they kept me delusional for a long time, it was when i didn't gave a shit about relationships because they told me to keep focusing on what i liked to do, while never forcing me to socialize. It was only after i spent almost all of middle school sperging out while everyone was having fun that i started questioning them on why they made me a social reject and they didn't know how to respond and gave me contradictory answers.
That's when i was set on trying to fix all of my shit, unlucky for me i was with almost the same people when i got to high school because im in a small town. And well, let's say you don't lose retard status over a few months so i got bullied still.
Oh and also they put my parents trough legal shit because of things i've said about them, but thankfully nothing happened, aside from learning that with retards, being honest is bad.
Overall nothing would have changed if i had them or not, maybe i would have been less soft, like how the fuck was i supposed to live monitored by niggers who reassured me with my delusions and helicopters parents who wouldn't let me fucking play outside because of "cars are dangerous".
That's a lot of words.
