how could i honestly change my life?

[ghostcell]

Well I just replied to someone's comment in a thread and think these are the key points wrong with me now:

[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- zero self-confidence after being bullied ages 6-18 (due to height, glasses and acne)[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- no social circle[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- rejected for every social club i tried to join in university for the entire duration of bachelor and masters[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- i wanted to try again being social this year and join a sport (they couldnt reject me), but i got a severe spinal injury (which i attribute to my height tbh) and 2 months later ruptured my appendix and nearly died due to complications, so i couldn't do anything physical for past 6 months[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- about to graduate, no friends, still a virgin[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- freak of nature height (6'7) - obvious ectomorph frame[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- gymcelling didn't work for 5 years - cannot put on mass, even when i weighed 230 lbs i was considered skinny[/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- the hobbies i have are considered weird by girls (classical piano player, gaming, anime, tv shows, magic the gathering) [/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- no matches on tinder gold for over a week at home [/font]
[font=Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif]- not a truecel, after looksmaxxing around 5-6 [/font]

so my graduation will be in a few months. and like many people here know i am actively trying to find internships in asia for a chance to have a better romantic life at least. i honestly think this is a good opportunity to try and turn my life around, ideally i would become more social, i think i am quite friendly and openminded but people never really give me a chance. The thing I miss the most is having friends to be able to do activities with, I spend most of my time at home with my parents which is alright but gets lonely sometimes.

What are some steps I could take to actually improve my life to look more like how I want it to look? I think I set such resolutions every year since I was 12 but never really worked out lol. Feels like no matter what I do it's just over. I missed out on everything from elementary school all through university. How can I ever make up for this? 

Asia is a last resort but may not even happen if I don't get hired anywhere (so far 11 rejections for job applications -_-). I also have a gut feeling Asia won't even make me that happy for some reason, but I can't really say anything about that right now without giving it a chance. It just feels beta as fuck that I literally have to relocate my entire life to around the globe for a way higher chance of getting sex on the regular. 

Willing to take serious suggestions on how I can improve my life at this point, but honestly I just think it's over for me. I think I can keep trying until 25, if it doesn't get better by then, either I will just wagecel and escortcel or blow my brains out. Maybe I don't look like a truecel but I don't see how I can get myself out of this black hole anyway

 

[Crustaciouse]

Just go ER, if you are really ugly then there is nothing besides that.

 

[Jockcel]

Just go ER, if you are really ugly then there is nothing besides that.

 

[Dekim]

If we knew how to change lifes, we wouldn't be here now lol.

 

[ghostcell]

Just go ER, if you are really ugly then there is nothing besides that.

at least i'll see how wagecel life is, i studied too long not to try that out.

the only thing that sucks is if i'm a wagecel and decide to go ER i won't be able to catch all of the classmates and university peers that bullied me in one go as they will all be in different locations

 

[itsOVER]

It just feels beta as fuck that I literally have to relocate my entire life to around the globe for a way higher chance of getting sex on the regular.

That's cos it is. But if you're about to graduate college a virgin, then I got some news man: you are a beta.

This sort of thinking will cease to have any relevance as soon as that first Asian girl is sucking your dick. You won't give a shit about anyone back home who laughs and says that you couldn't get laid in the west. Most of those guys are loser cucks who will end up wagecucking for 40 years and married to a fat roastie anyway...so who's the real winner here?

 

[ghostcell]

If we knew how to change lifes, we wouldn't be here now lol.

well i need a realistic solution, which is why i would ask here and not on reddit. 

the best solution so far is trying over in Asia which has a lot of merit but like I said it still feels pretty fucked up to have to leave everything behind (not that I have that much here, but just the fact that I even have to - while Chads around me don't have to do jack shit)

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That's cos it is. But if you're about to graduate college a virgin, then I got some news man: you are a beta.

This sort of thinking will cease to have any relevance as soon as that first Asian girl is sucking your dick. You won't give a shit about anyone back home who laughs and says that you couldn't get laid in the west. Most of those guys are loser cucks who will end up wagecucking for 40 years and married to a fat roastie anyway...so who's the real winner here?

hmm maybe i didn't word that correctly. i definitely know i'm a beta but i don't really care about alpha/beta shit. 

it's more due to the fact I have to put so much effort into something that people around me get for free, with hotter girls, without effort. it has to be really good to have sex to be worth all that

 

[Dekim]

well i need a realistic solution, which is why i would ask here and not on reddit. 

the best solution so far is trying over in Asia which has a lot of merit but like I said it still feels pretty fucked up to have to leave everything behind (not that I have that much here, but just the fact that I even have to - while Chads around me don't have to do jack shit)

Well you might find a gf there... or get the ultimate suicidefuel, but getting 100 % rejections even in Asia.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

-Moving your country
-Finding a method fo be muscular (Unlikely)

I am literally in a rotting phase rn and it's honestly not tbat bad.

 

[itsOVER]

well i need a realistic solution, which is why i would ask here and not on reddit. 

the best solution so far is trying over in Asia which has a lot of merit but like I said it still feels pretty fucked up to have to leave everything behind (not that I have that much here, but just the fact that I even have to - while Chads around me don't have to do jack shit)

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hmm maybe i didn't word that correctly. i definitely know i'm a beta but i don't really care about alpha/beta shit. 

it's more due to the fact I have to put so much effort into something that people around me get for free, with hotter girls, without effort. it has to be really good to have sex to be worth all that

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Well only Chad gets it for free and without effort, and you're not Chad. Neither is most of the male population.

Anyway the two options are:

1) Move to a place where you ARE Chad. Like Asia.
2) Carry on whining about not being Chad in the Netherlands.

You're not gonna miraculously transform into a Chad back home if you haven't already. It's about damage control at this point.

 

[ghostcell]

Well you might find a gf there... or get the ultimate suicidefuel, but getting 100 % rejections even in Asia.

yeah a GF ricecel who I can't even speak my own language with, probably has broken English, who only likes me for the fact that I am a white guy...

 

[Crustaciouse]

Just go ER, if you are really ugly then there is nothing besides that.

at least i'll see how wagecel life is, i studied too long not to try that out.
the only thing that sucks is if i'm a wagecel and decide to go ER i won't be able to catch all of the classmates and university peers that bullied me in one go as they will all be in different locations

Wageslaving As an Incel is horrible, not only will you be a depressed lonely virgin, but now you will have a shitty job that you have to go to everyday.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

yeah a GF ricecel who I can't even speak my own language with, probably has broken English, who only likes me for the fact that I am a white guy...

Yeah it's pretty disappointing.

I'd say you should do many tinder tests in mexico/south america to see if you can have success there

 

[ghostcell]

-Moving your country

this would be the ultimate compromise plan, i could still live in my own country, and take the boat to get laid.

that's basically the same as when indonesia was a dutch colony though lol.

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Well only Chad gets it for free and without effort, and you're not Chad. Neither is most of the male population.

Anyway the two options are:

1) Move to a place where you ARE Chad. Like Asia.
2) Carry on whining about not being Chad in the Netherlands.

You're not gonna miraculously transform into a Chad back home if you haven't already. It's about damage control at this point.

well, i could also just live in netherlands, wagecel and rot most of the year, and I can use all my money on travelling each summer to meet people / women in different parts of the world for the next 5-10 years, and after that deciding to settle down somewhere abroad. the problem is i would live my life for 3-4 fun weeks per year but it is at least an option. so far the job rejections in asia are not really helping either, and I have a job that is 95% guaranteed back home if I apply (through dads connections)