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Serious How close is your attempt to kill yourself? (Including my experience)

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For me, I took a sip of plastic glue, and about 10 tablets of meds.

I think I was around 14-16 at the time.

Also last year, I was about to jump off a pretty famous building during the midnight but the security guards caught me and I run away.

Life is so short and everyone could just end it any time. What a world we live in.
 
not a suicide attempt but a car almost hit me when I was crossing a road
 
Sprinted across Taiwanese highway with traffic coming from both sides.

Not a suicide attempt, just retardation :lul:
 
One move of my hand, and it was over
 
When I was 12-13 I climbed some kind of railroad yard light tower but at the top I pussied out. I don't remember the reason, I didn't think of myself as an incel yet.
 
Don't kill yourselves guys, you deserve to live :feelsautistic: :heart:

After all, you'll be outliving many normfags out there
 
Nothing happened. The plastic glue was hurt, but nothing really happened (the meds were painkillers). If I remember correctly, I also drank a gallon of milk after.
You were like ''It's over.''*chudface*, but then you just chugged milk like a GOMAD steppe conqueror.

I was also suicidal but never did it. Never doing it had worse consequences than roping. Now I'm very resistant to suifuel and I'm suffering (all that suffering builds my character into a lunatic).
 
When I was 12-13 I climbed some kind of railroad yard light tower but at the top I pussied out. I don't remember the reason, I didn't think of myself as an incel yet.

for me it’s the thought of not being able to see the consequences of my own action, I want to see how they will react.

Don't kill yourselves guys, you deserve to live :feelsautistic: :heart:

After all, you'll be outliving many normfags out there
I’m doubting the last part, maybe just me.

You were like ''It's over.''*chudface*, but then you just chugged milk like a GOMAD steppe conqueror.

I was also suicidal but never did it. Never doing it had worse consequences than roping. Now I'm very resistant to suifuel and I'm suffering (all that suffering builds my character into a lunatic).
 
You were like ''It's over.''*chudface*, but then you just chugged milk like a GOMAD steppe conqueror.

I was also suicidal but never did it. Never doing it had worse consequences than roping. Now I'm very resistant to suifuel and I'm suffering (all that suffering builds my character into a lunatic).
Tbh I did it because I knew milk can help decreasing the absorption of toxins.
 
I practiced conquering my fear by holding a loaded shotgun to my head, but I was too pussy to pull the trigger.

Knowing what I do now, I'll either just OD or let carbon monoxide take me when I decide to finally end it.
 
multiple times from age 12-17
-water poisoning (lol, but serious attempt nonetheless)
-partial suspension hanging (multiple attempts, too painful)
-standing in front of incoming train (multiple attempts, involuntarily stepped off the tracks at the last moment)
 
Not anywhere close to killing myself but 2 years ago I cut my arm with a box knife blade, I bled a lot but the aim wasn’t to kill myself. Just to self harm.
 
Tried to overdose with oxycodone and alcohol many times. Always woke up.

Tried to hang myself. Woke up on the floor.

Was about to jump off a parking garage, got hit with an angelic sense of clarity that talked me down.
 
I tried hanging myself in my door handle since I didn't have the option to go from anywhere higher.
Due to the long time until I asphyxiated and died, I pussied out.
Interestingly, in the days leading up to my attempt. I felt satisfied knowing my suffering was about to end, calm and peaceful. It felt great, "zen-like" is a word I would use.
Nowadays I'd like to imagine myself being past it, but you never know. It's not as if there's any value in my life regardless, it won't matter if I live or die.
 
I tried hanging myself in my door handle since I didn't have the option to go from anywhere higher.
Due to the long time until I asphyxiated and died, I pussied out.
Interestingly, in the days leading up to my attempt. I felt satisfied knowing my suffering was about to end, calm and peaceful. It felt great, "zen-like" is a word I would use.
Nowadays I'd like to imagine myself being past it, but you never know. It's not as if there's any value in my life regardless, it won't matter if I live or die.
If I ever kill myself it’s gonna be with a quick method like a gun or something like that. I’ll either do it or a won’t. No half assing it like females do with pills and shit.

Not planning on roping now tho, but in the past I came very close to ending it when my health was way worse
 
If I attempt to rope, it'll be my last
 
If I ever kill myself it’s gonna be with a quick method like a gun or something like that. I’ll either do it or a won’t. No half assing it like females do with pills and shit.
That really is what you should do, to minimize risks. I was just in a terrible place in my life and I thought that the possibility of me fucking up was offset by ending everything. Until I actually tried, and I was silently losing my breath, waiting - it's not a good feeling.
 
That really is what you should do, to minimize risks. I was just in a terrible place in my life and I thought that the possibility of me fucking up was offset by ending everything. Until I actually tried, and I was silently losing my breath, waiting - it's not a good feeling.
I know man, it’s brutal. I know the feeling all too well of wanting things to end, and you just kinda drink in the thought of all your pain being over, and it clouds rational judgement.

But if I ever resign to actually do it, I’ll be sure to do it in a quick way that is almost fool proof.
 
I will try again in a few months with a gun and finally succeed this time. I am at peace knowing that soon I might rest.
 
I've given up just before kicking the stool multiple times, like 60% of the attempts ive made are but a step away
 
Imagine trying to kee hill yourself without ascending with a prime foid before :feelsLSD:
 
Multiple times. With a rope, too. It's a lot scarier and worse then I thought. I laughed like crazy and genuinely had some sort of breakdown the first time.
 

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