Discussion How close have you gotten to committing suicide over your inceldom?

[Unhingedcel]

I think a lot of brocels, especially me, have gotten close to suicide due to the loneliness and lack of companionship I will never be able to attain. However, many seem to also have just accepted it and live without and suicidal ideations. How do you do it? I have almost hung/shot myself on multiple occasions. It is almost a yearly occurence.

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

About 2 years ago, when I cut my arm with a blade, I bled alot. I wasn’t intending to suicide but to self harm.

 

[overbeforeitbegan]

I tried to hang myself earlier this year. I failed and my mother had a breakdown so I'll never do it again

 

[Jimb0]

mostly just a lot of self harm to one of my arms about a year ago, suicide attempts I don't think I've had any or at least not that I can remember of, but in terms of suicidal thoughts/ideation I would say it's been this way 24/7 since I was about 10 and realized I was being treated different to all the other kids, to this day I mostly haven't gone too far with it not because of self-reflection or some other bs but because cutting kinda hurts a little too much and all the other methods like hanging and jumping off a building have me pussying out at the last second, if I had a gun I'd def do it lol

 

[Ivory.feelsdevil]

never even thought of it

 

[UnchargedSamsung]

If you consider placing the barrel of a shotgun on your forehead 5 times and then bitching out at the last second 5 times as an attempt

Yeah I’d say it’s been about 6 times

 

[Allah (Real)]

i have never had suicidal ideation over my inceldom. that said, I have had frequent suicidal ideations over effects that stem from the same root cause of my inceldom. I would say I came close to doing it, but I pussied out; I'm scared to die.

Currently, I don't have suicidal ideations anymore, the emotions have been converted to hate more than anything.

 

[Unhingedcel]

i have never had suicidal ideation over my inceldom. that said, I have had frequent suicidal ideations over effects that stem from the same root cause of my inceldom. I would say I came close to doing it, but I pussied out; I'm scared to die.

Currently, I don't have suicidal ideations anymore, the emotions have been converted to hate more than anything.

relatable

 

[fedded]

Currently, I don't have suicidal ideations anymore, the emotions have been converted to hate more than anything.

 

[thefinalizer]

never even thought of it