How can you live like this for longer

[xkcdCleftcel]

I can't live being a lonely subhuman until i die at 80, it's impossible.
I hate seeing my subhuman face and frame every time i look in the mirror, i can't speak to people due to ugliness+social anxiety, how do i even live like this for thr rest of my life.

 

[XimoCel]

You don't.

 

[Karakol96]

Im scared of death

 

[xkcdCleftcel]

i can't even get a fucking job to take my mind off this shit, all it is is LDAR all day it's driving me crazy

 

[Solid]

 

[Sloth22]

I want God to shorten my lifespan, so i don't suffer in my elderly years

 

[xkcdCleftcel]

I want God to shorten my lifespan, so i don't suffer in my elderly years

God i have had enough of this shit i want out

 

[adharmi]

I think about killing myself every 5 mins. If there was a easy way out i would have done so. I am scared of jumping of a bridge, roping or cutting my veins and bleeding out.

If I had access to a gun, i would have shot myself in the head

 

[wereq]

How can you live like this for longer​

I can't! Its become unbearable for me.

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Sodium Nitrite sachets right on my desk! So tempting! And dad will be away for months so no one to stop me from doing the deed!

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Have my SN. Going to mix it and drink. The pain is overwhelming. I can't endure this anymore. No one deserves this much pain. Goodbye.

Goodbye. Thanks for everything.

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[xkcdCleftcel]

If I had access to a gun, i would have shot myself in the head

USAcels are lucky in this regard, literally the best method of suicide if u do it right

 

[wereq]

I am scared of jumping of a bridge, roping or cutting my veins and bleeding out.

Jumping and cutting aren't good methods. Only roping is good.

 

[adharmi]

USAcels are lucky in this regard

True

 

[wereq]

USAcels are lucky in this regard, literally the best method of suicide if u do it right

Not really. Guns can misfire leaving half of your face blown off but you not killed.

 

[xkcdCleftcel]

i had a panic attack today and memories flashed in my mind where school people would bully me and say bad things about me and then i started shouting "go away" was pretty fucking terrible experience

 

[xkcdCleftcel]

Not really. Guns can misfire leaving half of your face blown off but you not killed.

fuck that

 

[land of oblivion]

I can't live being a lonely subhuman until i die at 80, it's impossible.
I hate seeing my subhuman face and frame every time i look in the mirror, i can't speak to people due to ugliness+social anxiety, how do i even live like this for thr rest of my life.

remember that this is just a moment and as people say (sometimes wrongly) "things were better when they were worse." ‍