DDR
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- Oct 28, 2020
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How do I cope?
First of all, I need to say that roping is not an option for me, I have people (family) and 1 or 2 close friends that would be devastated if I did so.
Moreover, I havent fully accepted it's over for me, my brain won't let me.
As a mayocel, I have considered moving out to maybe SEAmaxxing but I assume that would be depressing.
I really dont know what to do. I really cant take this anymore. I wanna to at least be happy. Everyday is pain and even taking anti depressants isn't helping me much, as my problems r external, not internal.
Any advices?
First of all, I need to say that roping is not an option for me, I have people (family) and 1 or 2 close friends that would be devastated if I did so.
Moreover, I havent fully accepted it's over for me, my brain won't let me.
As a mayocel, I have considered moving out to maybe SEAmaxxing but I assume that would be depressing.
I really dont know what to do. I really cant take this anymore. I wanna to at least be happy. Everyday is pain and even taking anti depressants isn't helping me much, as my problems r external, not internal.
Any advices?