Venting Hopelessness follows us everywhere

[deadby30]

I can't take everything around me anymore. College is killing me, family issues, and attachment to a girl that doesn't give one fuck about me. Someone just take me out. Relapsing doesn't work anymore. I'm starting to isolate myself from everyone too and it's also making me lose it, but at the same time I'm better off just alone. I hurt the people that try to help me. I'm getting so avoidant and I can't reach back to people that wants to talk to me, I genuinely have no motivation to talk to anybody. Starting to consider dropping out since I also can't handle the pressure, misery, and socializing that comes with college. Someone just put the gun to my head

 

[FuckYou]

Relapsing doesn't work anymore.

relapsing on what?

 

[fightingmydemons]

How would u rate urself from 1 to 10? U said u are obsessed with a hoe that dont like u, how u got in that position to even talk with her? I dont think u are a subhuman, u might be 7/10 but u are just too akward or who knows.

 

[fightingmydemons]

U said attachment, u get attachment after u cuddle or kiss, how the fuck u got there?

 

[bimmercel]

I can't take everything around me anymore. College is killing me, family issues, and attachment to a girl that doesn't give one fuck about me. Someone just take me out. Relapsing doesn't work anymore. I'm starting to isolate myself from everyone too and it's also making me lose it, but at the same time I'm better off just alone. I hurt the people that try to help me. I'm getting so avoidant and I can't reach back to people that wants to talk to me, I genuinely have no motivation to talk to anybody. Starting to consider dropping out since I also can't handle the pressure, misery, and socializing that comes with college. Someone just put the gun to my head

as sub 6 male college is not worth it. You will never conpesate your looks with money believe me. I wished somebody would have said this to my former self. Try ro focus on you, work out eat healthy and make the best if your situation.

 

[fightingmydemons]

as sub 6 male college is not worth it. You will never conpesate your looks with money believe me. I wished somebody would have said this to my former self. Try ro focus on you, work out eat healthy and make the best if your situation.

True.

 

[nice_try]

U said u are obsessed with a hoe that dont like u, how u got in that position to even talk with her?

You don't have to talk to a girl to become obsessed with her. It's enough to be a simp or suffer from oneitis.

 

[deadby30]

relapsing on what?

alcohol, pills, cutting, whatever lol it just makes me feel better for a short period of time

 

[Runt171]

u might be 7/10 but u are just too akward or who knows.

 

[curryboy420]

I also been fully isolated for 3 years now

 

[twisted]

yeah its best not to rely on other peoples help it just hurts u in the long run

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

I also been fully isolated for 3 years now