Serious Honestly if I could KMS, I would. My life is already so shit, I'm always sad or angry, maybe I'll swim out to middle of lake one day...

[TheGrayWolf]

... and sink, sink, sink, till I see no more.

but I don't have the guts, letting me die would be merciful.

This was the final straw, the overload (watch minutes 5:40, 9:25, and 10:30. I will never have her, which I can't live with, or someone like her, which would also be great)


26, KHHV, disability, short, very ugly, non-NT, weird voice. Absolutely no chance to get at least a foid who doesn't disgust me (my looksmatch)

 

[NoLooksNoLife]

Who else high af rn?

 

[bannedincel]

Me too mahn

 

[Betrayed]

dont forget to pick up the trash before you kms

 

[lemon21]

I'll give myself this year, either i get some progress in what i want or i'll just blow my head

 

[TheGrayWolf]

Go to a country with euthanasia if you're serious

good idea, but the process is very difficult as a foreigner. I'm half German/half swiss and they offer euthanasia in switzerland (don't live there anymore) but it's tough to do if you only have depression. plus it will be so humiliating. they'll laugh behind my back and say I'd kms too if I were so ugly

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I'll give myself this year, either i get some progress in what i want or i'll just blow my head

fear of failing suicide is what holds me back. and that it will be painful. I'm 26, autistic, very ugly, short, KHHV, the ship has sailed a long time ago.
The awkward experiences I should have had in my teens, never happened. I have now downgraded my odds from 1 in 100,000 to 1 in 1,000,000... that's akin to 0 chance, that I get reasonable looking gf before I'm 30 (after it's really over)

 

[HotdogFux]

you have a more likely chance of being saved if you kys by drowning....
showing you want to kill yourself for attention is foid shit

 

[lemon21]

fear of failing suicide is what holds me back. and that it will be painful. I'm 26, autistic, very ugly, short, KHHV, the ship has sailed a long time ago.
The awkward experiences I should have had in my teens, never happened. I have now downgraded my odds from 1 in 100,000 to 1 in 1,000,000... that's akin to 0 chance, that I get reasonable looking gf before I'm 30 (after it's really over)

At least you have a considerable well off family and money. If i were you i would just pursue other things, alas my situation is not the same as you. You could be me and not only you would be ugly but also have a fucked up family. You could get to fuck some nice goodlooking escorts

 

[TheGrayWolf]

drowning is painful and gruesome af


don't do it

Okay, thanks for the tip. Was 50/50 on this method. Will think further then

 

[TheGrayWolf]

basically everything is painful except for gun to the head

True. Although i would mess that up too (it happened to people, wrong angle)

 

[TheGrayWolf]

basically everything is painful except for gun to the head

Some who KTS use their car

 

[FuckAroundFindOut]

good idea, but the process is very difficult as a foreigner. I'm half German/half swiss and they offer euthanasia in switzerland (don't live there anymore) but it's tough to do if you only have depression. plus it will be so humiliating. they'll laugh behind my back and say I'd kms too if I were so ugly

You are lucky if you live near swizterland us americunts dont have the luxury of euthanasia, why dont you just try even if you dont have depression? I too wanna fucking kill myself but cant find a painless way to do so

 

[TheGrayWolf]

You are lucky if you live near swizterland us americunts dont have the luxury of euthanasia, why dont you just try even if you dont have depression? I too wanna fucking kill myself but cant find a painless way to do so

Go to Canada, they have even less strict euthanasia laws. Switzerland is easier to get it if you’re a resident (I think). I’m saying I do have depression but the vetting process is crazy strict.