Holy shit my life is so weird

[Deleted member 7448]

Seriously, I went outside to take the trash and I started thinking. It just felt so weird, how I'm so different from everyone else.

99% of people out there do various things, have friends, relationships, family ties, no or at least less mental health issues than me.

Me? I've spent 100% of my free time since I was like 13 in front of a computer screen. If I didn't have to wageslave it would literally be from dawn till dusk, and it is when I don't go to work or when I was in uni.

It's just so weird. My life is incredibly weird, I can't really put into words why I think it's so weird, but my life so far has been really fucking weird, I'm a walking contradiction, I"m both extremely boring and extremely unusual at the same time.

 

[Deleted member 6214]

Yeah I feel the same. Loneliness can do that to you.

 

[tooth monster]

Thank God I don't think about that at all. It only comes to surface when I do psychedelics (makes the trip really bad every time ofc).

 

[Insomniac]

I like to think there’s something special about me but that’s just me coping tbh. I’m a boring and mundane person.

 

[Smallondick]

Yeah I feel the same.

 

[Reimu Hakurei]

I like to think there’s something special about me but that’s just me coping tbh.

 

[AntiPain]

They are like insects, they have a routine and live their life without doing anything special at all.

 

[Mainländer]

Lots of people live like that boyo. That was my life after a while in Germany as well.

 

[Damo the incel]

Yeah I feel the same. Loneliness can do that to you.

Why not just get some friends bro

 

[rahultmnt]

its just the cope making you feel special.. i get it sometimes too

 

[Braincel14w]

It is very unnatural. Get in shape and go on holiday.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

its just the cope making you feel special.. i get it sometimes too

Special? That implies there's a positive aspect to it.

 

[Michael15651]

Time just flies by.

 

[anon]

I don't know anyone who lives and thinks the way I do.
I'm a bizarre little man, but I live a boring and uneventful life. It's a disgusting life. I act weird and do things the wrong way. My interactions with other people are weird, they never feel natural and graceful like they should. Whenever I talk to someone I can feel how behind I am on everything. Sometimes I can't stop thinking if others are like me.

So much is happening all around me. Normal human life, people laughing and having fun, intimate relationships. Things that are completely alien to me, but it's everywhere and right in front of my eyes day after day.
I know I'm just a creep and there's millions of men like me. I'm not intelligent nor am I special. The average redditor from /r/inceltears is far more intelligent and capable than me.

 

[RopeMaXXer]

I like to think there’s something special about me but that’s just me coping tbh. I’m a boring and mundane person.

this hit too close to home

i remember thinking as a kid that i was special because i was good at football and had good grades and that i was destined for amazing things

 

[TheLegendofBentCock]

Seriously, I went outside to take the trash and I started thinking. It just felt so weird, how I'm so different from everyone else.

99% of people out there do various things, have friends, relationships, family ties, no or at least less mental health issues than me.

Me? I've spent 100% of my free time since I was like 13 in front of a computer screen. If I didn't have to wageslave it would literally be from dawn till dusk, and it is when I don't go to work or when I was in uni.

It's just so weird. My life is incredibly weird, I can't really put into words why I think it's so weird, but my life so far has been really fucking weird, I'm a walking contradiction, I"m both extremely boring and extremely unusual at the same time.

WOW! I have felt exactly the same since 2006. Particularly in my late teens to my mid 20s when it dawned on me that things just weren't "happening".

I basically spent the years 16-28 being shut in my bedroom in front of my computer, fapping to female autopsies, gaming and being depressed.

"A walking contradiction", wow, you have a way with words and that sums me up perfectly as well. I often wonder how I would even begin to explain my life to people.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

WOW! I have felt exactly the same since 2006. Particularly in my late teens to my mid 20s when it dawned on me that things just weren't "happening".

I basically spent the years 16-28 being shut in my bedroom in front of my computer, fapping to female autopsies, gaming and being depressed.

"A walking contradiction", wow, you have a way with words and that sums me up perfectly as well. I often wonder how I would even begin to explain my life to people.

I'm 26 and I've been doing it for so long I can't really imagine anything else. But I'm already bored of gaming and rewatching sitcoms and pretty much anything I can do.

 

[ChronicPaincel]

I"m both extremely boring and extremely unusual at the same time.

Sums me up

 

[ihaveno1]

genetics are everything, if u were not born subhuman everything would have been different

life is a scam

 

[tanfeo]

Yeah same thing here. Spending nearly all the time with the PC.
I fap with it, communicate with my mother, play the odd game, download movies..
The only positive thing is that I got skilled with computers and charge others to repair theirs.
So I don't have to wagecuck.

 

[rahultmnt]

I basically spent the years 16-28 being shut in my bedroom in front of my computer, fapping to female autopsies,

i remember thinking as a kid that i was special because i was good at football and had good grades and that i was destined for amazing things

 

[Adolf_Hitler]

I have spent most of my life with little to no interaction. I feel that one day it will be my destiny to truly cultivate and reveal my principles to this world.

 

[Heroic Crusader]

I gave up fitting in already. This is where I belong boyos. Together till the end.

 

[Cleftcel]

ive said it before but most ppl would lose their minds if they had to spend as much time alone as we have

 

[Wonder]

I don't consider my life weird; I consider it painfully average. I'll go to uni, go into a bit of debt, wageslave, consume and die. I hate this system but I am feeding into it. Neeting is not an option.