It's Over High Inhib rambling DNR this.

[discordcel]

I don't know how to have a conversation with people anymore. It's like in my mind throwing shit at the wall and trying to see what sticks. But you will never know if people are interested in what you have to say and that is anxiety inducing. Even as I Type these words I'm worrying about what you guys will think of my post. I'm a people pleaser through and through. No matter how hard I try to be genuine I always have to put a mask on or try to come off a certain way.

This is what no friends does to you...my greatest desire is to have a friend just 1 person in my life that I can feel connected with. But as the years go by and the higher my inhibition gets I can hardly stand getting out of bed in the morning. The utter nihilism of this world already is soul crushing enough...but to know that you will always be alone is flat out torture. I'm so insecure and pathetic it's insane.

Sorry for the shitty grammar, and rambling. I'm a attention deprived loser and everyone should DNR my posts.

 

[SubhumanGamer]

DNR

 

[Animecel2D]

Ready every word, brutal post

being an incel makes it very difficult to make friends

 

[Special Agent 008]

I don't know how to have a conversation with people anymore. It's like in my mind throwing shit at the wall and trying to see what sticks. But you will never know if people are interested in what you have to say and that is anxiety inducing. Even as I Type these words I'm worrying about what you guys will think of my post. I'm a people pleaser through and through. No matter how hard I try to be genuine I always have to put a mask on or try to come off a certain way.

This is what no friends does to you...my greatest desire is to have a friend just 1 person in my life that I can feel connected with. But as the years go by and the higher my inhibition gets I can hardly stand getting out of bed in the morning. The utter nihilism of this world already is soul crushing enough...but to know that you will always be alone is flat out torture. I'm so insecure and pathetic it's insane.

Sorry for the shitty grammar, and rambling. I'm a attention deprived loser and everyone should DNR my posts.

COME ON BRO! GO JERKING OFF AND DRINK SOMETHING!

 

[Solid]

Relatable. I always thought these mental problems stemmed from having low t, but even with hopping on copious amounts of gear I still fear everything. I tried socializing, but that only led to being made into a laughing stock by the group I sucked up to. I thought it would go away with age, but i'm nearing 19 and still like this. Its a curse I can't seem to leave behind no matter what I do.

 

[ParasiteToSociety]

“Discordcel”

 

[HeinzKell]

I don't know how to have a conversation with people anymore. It's like in my mind throwing shit at the wall and trying to see what sticks. But you will never know if people are interested in what you have to say and that is anxiety inducing. Even as I Type these words I'm worrying about what you guys will think of my post. I'm a people pleaser through and through. No matter how hard I try to be genuine I always have to put a mask on or try to come off a certain way.

This is what no friends does to you...my greatest desire is to have a friend just 1 person in my life that I can feel connected with. But as the years go by and the higher my inhibition gets I can hardly stand getting out of bed in the morning. The utter nihilism of this world already is soul crushing enough...but to know that you will always be alone is flat out torture. I'm so insecure and pathetic it's insane.

Sorry for the shitty grammar, and rambling. I'm a attention deprived loser and everyone should DNR my posts.

I feel you brother

 

[discordcel]

Relatable. I always thought these mental problems stemmed from having low t, but even with hopping on copious amounts of gear I still fear everything. I tried socializing, but that only led to being made into a laughing stock by the group I sucked up to. I thought it would go away with age, but i'm nearing 19 and still like this. Its a curse I can't seem to leave behind no matter what I do.

Im so sorry bro.

 

[Solid]

Im so sorry bro.

sorry for you aswell. i know how infuriating being like this is

 

[Abgesang]

I read every nano word

 

[Enigmaz]

It doesn't matter what you spew out of your mouth, it's all in your bone structure in whether or not you will be accepted socially.