Serious High functioning autism or just fucked up from social isolation?

[mcfroggy]

I have quite a few symptoms but not any of the disruptive/violent/tics. But maybe thats because growing up I was discouraged from existing (don't speak loudly, don't make mistakes, follow every little rule, or you get screamed at).
As a baby I was quiet, and started speaking late. My parents didn't give a shit and maybe brushed it off when I was younger as me just being weird because autism wasn't so known back then.
I had to learn how to talk to ppl from the internet and don't instinctively understand lots of things. I can fake being a normie but its very tiring, they're always so animated and talkative.
I feel like going to a therapist would be a waste of time though, they'd clearly think that I was going for a forced diagnosis because most of the symptoms I have could just easily be excused as 'awkward loner'.

 

[needsolution]

never began for autists

 

[Words2_live_bye]

never began for autists

I have quite a few symptoms but not any of the disruptive/violent/tics. But maybe thats because growing up I was discouraged from existing (don't speak loudly, don't make mistakes, follow every little rule, or you get screamed at).
As a baby I was quiet, and started speaking late. My parents didn't give a shit and maybe brushed it off when I was younger as me just being weird because autism wasn't so known back then.
I had to learn how to talk to ppl from the internet and don't instinctively understand lots of things. I can fake being a normie but its very tiring, they're always so animated and talkative.
I feel like going to a therapist would be a waste of time though, they'd clearly think that I was going for a forced diagnosis because most of the symptoms I have could just easily be excused as 'awkward loner'.

I'm genuinely curious too as to whether or not i have high functioning autism or i'm just a failed normie or NT that through social isolation and being genetically below average became the incel i am today

 

[Guest2]

I think I'm high functioning autist because I show almost every symptom but through great effort I can mostly socialise to an extent

 

[TheSecondComing]

I think I'm high functioning autist because I show almost every symptom but through great effort I can mostly socialise to an extent