BlkPillPres
Self-banned
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- Joined
- Feb 28, 2018
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I've reached my limit, basically all the threads to me are suicide fuel at this point, and not the ha ha kind, all I keep seeing are reddit posts of guys getting cucked spammed all across the site or some thread about how great chad's life is, etc. The sites post quality has reached a new low since I came back, this shit is all I'm seeing at this point, no more interesting threads (well there are few, like the SergeantIncel interview, but other than that most everything else just seems like its there to make you depressed on purpose, like some kind of weird suicide inducing psyop).
I just cant take it anymore, for a while this site was good motivation but the trend of the kinds of threads being posted has changed, its like a new culture is spawning, like its all about making yourself feel like shit rather than feel emboldened or motivated, I can't take it, its not worth browsing the site at this point for me anymore.
I legit sat in my chair for a while drained of all motivation to work on the project I started (will be finished sometime this year), staring at a wall, contemplating how peaceful it would be if I just died right now. I masturbated and still felt like shit afterwards, just want to fall asleep and not wake up.
Its not even the depression part I hate so much, its the lack of motivation part, that creates a self fulfilling prophecy where your life is perpetually shit and I can't afford to fall into a rut right now, so I'm leaving for a few months again.
Anyways laters for now
I just cant take it anymore, for a while this site was good motivation but the trend of the kinds of threads being posted has changed, its like a new culture is spawning, like its all about making yourself feel like shit rather than feel emboldened or motivated, I can't take it, its not worth browsing the site at this point for me anymore.
I legit sat in my chair for a while drained of all motivation to work on the project I started (will be finished sometime this year), staring at a wall, contemplating how peaceful it would be if I just died right now. I masturbated and still felt like shit afterwards, just want to fall asleep and not wake up.
Its not even the depression part I hate so much, its the lack of motivation part, that creates a self fulfilling prophecy where your life is perpetually shit and I can't afford to fall into a rut right now, so I'm leaving for a few months again.
Anyways laters for now