universallyabhorred
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I had an average-decent looking face. Girls called me cute, some girls made excuses to talk to me, sometimes girls would interact with me despite not knowing me, some girls showed interest in me. I had girls checking me out every so often, it was easier to make friends and acquaintances as long as people didn't know me. I got treated normally and sometimes nicely by women working in stores and restaurants. My social skills were more awkward, I held on to more misogynistic views and looked down on women due to trauma.
Then, at the tender age of 16, my face turned ugly. Suddenly it was a complete 180 degree flip, suddenly girls avoided looking at me, I got called ugly way more often happened very rarely when I was decent looking, girls wouldn't even introduce themselves or talk to me if I made conversation with them. Guys also started looking down on me, from the first moment they saw me, it became impossible to make acquaintances and friends in high school. Store-workers, cashiers and strangers in general were noticeably cold and rude to me. Over time I grew as a person by healing from trauma and developed a better attitude and healthier worldview, but that didn't change anything. People continue to treat me as trash, nothing I did to improve myself helped me in any way.
Why is it over the span of one summer I turned 16, people went from treating me like a human being and girls went from showing occasional interest, to treating me like shit and avoiding me from the moment they saw me? My personality didn't change, nor did my attitude but my face did. This is the blackpill, looks matter more than personality and if you are below average looking, it's over.
Then, at the tender age of 16, my face turned ugly. Suddenly it was a complete 180 degree flip, suddenly girls avoided looking at me, I got called ugly way more often happened very rarely when I was decent looking, girls wouldn't even introduce themselves or talk to me if I made conversation with them. Guys also started looking down on me, from the first moment they saw me, it became impossible to make acquaintances and friends in high school. Store-workers, cashiers and strangers in general were noticeably cold and rude to me. Over time I grew as a person by healing from trauma and developed a better attitude and healthier worldview, but that didn't change anything. People continue to treat me as trash, nothing I did to improve myself helped me in any way.
Why is it over the span of one summer I turned 16, people went from treating me like a human being and girls went from showing occasional interest, to treating me like shit and avoiding me from the moment they saw me? My personality didn't change, nor did my attitude but my face did. This is the blackpill, looks matter more than personality and if you are below average looking, it's over.