daydreamER
Formerly known as fantasycel
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Hermione was the first girl I ever loved. Ever since I picked up a Harry Potter book at the tender age of 7, and watched my first Harry Potter movies, I was enthralled. I used to daydream about being friends with her, going back in time before her movie career so that I could get her before she became famous. As I got older, I daydreamed more romantically about her, though of course, never defiled her image in my mind by thinking dirty thoughts. As I have been isolated both socially and romantically all my life, daydreaming about Hermione and the Harry Potter universe became one of my most solid copes. I saw in Hermione the same love for books that I had. I admired her gracefully assertive demeanor that did not sacrifice any femininity. I grew to love her emotional personality. Standoffish on the surface, hiding behind a thin veil of arrogance, much like me, but underneath, she sometimes just needed a shoulder to cry on. Her love for her friends was unparalleled, and it showed itself in that feminine flavour that I know I will never be able to experience. Through reading the Harry Potter books, I got to have a taste of what friendship could be like. What a feminine touch was. Reading those passages about Hermione were the closest thing to love I can ever get. About her crying on Harry's shoulder, and wishing that that were me. About her being ready to sacrifice anything for her friends. About her fragile female emotions, wishing I could comfort her, wishing I could be there. I truly believe that in an afterlife I will be united with her. It will be my reward for the isolation that I have endured in this life.
Anyway, here are a couple of cute gifs of Hermione, though none of them can capture how I feel about her or her beauty:
Disclaimer: I do not endorse Emma Watson in any way, her only role in this situation is representing the likeness of Hermione.
Anyway, here are a couple of cute gifs of Hermione, though none of them can capture how I feel about her or her beauty:
Disclaimer: I do not endorse Emma Watson in any way, her only role in this situation is representing the likeness of Hermione.
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