SuicideFuel Having ocd sucks

[soyboycel]

Cringe attacks and intrusive thoughts ruined my life

Also I use to randomly freeze because of these thoughts.like in the middle of doing something I would suddenly get a cringe attack and I would go on my phone to make it go away.because of this my academics took a massive hit I went from a very gifted kid (average of 97%) to graduating with 62%) also I couldn’t play sports because then I would get a cringe attack and randomly freeze ) I can’t walk like a normal person because I need to freeze.
Fellow ocdcels

 

[soyboycel]

@XtremeMax @Stupid Clown @VideoGameCoper fellow ocdcels

 

[Jealous Freak]

I relate to you so much, brocel. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve somehow managed to trap myself in this never-ending loop of suffering. I keep thinking the way out is to fix my life, but here's the kicker: fixing your life feels impossible. To do that, you'd have to throw out the blackpill, swallow the bluepills every day, plaster a smile on your face, muster up some determination and motivation, and above all, keep your mind healthy.

Here’s the thing though, so many people will tell you, “Just go to college, bro, and you’re good to go.” But that’s a trap. Mental health is the most important factor. Without it, nothing else matters. You can’t just be some anxious, socially isolated mess and expect to do well academically. It’s not like you’re studying in a vacuum—you have to share the same space as Chads, Stacys, and other moggers. And every time you do, it just feeds the monster in your mind, making everything feel worse. If you’re in that headspace, trust me, it’s not worth it. Don’t do it to yourself if you’re not mentally prepared for that.

Something I’ve been wondering: there are so many financially successful people here. People with great stability, the kind of life that should theoretically keep them from falling into these dark places. And yet, somehow, they end up in the same miserable spot—dragging themselves into inceldom. I don’t know… it’s just something that keeps nagging at me. Maybe it’s just me overthinking things.

 

[soyboycel]

I relate to you so much, brocel. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve somehow managed to trap myself in this never-ending loop of suffering. I keep thinking the way out is to fix my life, but here's the kicker: fixing your life feels impossible. To do that, you'd have to throw out the blackpill, swallow the bluepills every day, plaster a smile on your face, muster up some determination and motivation, and above all, keep your mind healthy.

Here’s the thing though, so many people will tell you, “Just go to college, bro, and you’re good to go.” But that’s a trap. Mental health is the most important factor. Without it, nothing else matters. You can’t just be some anxious, socially isolated mess and expect to do well academically. It’s not like you’re studying in a vacuum—you have to share the same space as Chads, Stacys, and other moggers. And every time you do, it just feeds the monster in your mind, making everything feel worse. If you’re in that headspace, trust me, it’s not worth it. Don’t do it to yourself if you’re not mentally prepared for that.

Something I’ve been wondering: there are so many financially successful people here. People with great stability, the kind of life that should theoretically keep them from falling into these dark places. And yet, somehow, they end up in the same miserable spot—dragging themselves into inceldom. I don’t know… it’s just something that keeps nagging at me. Maybe it’s just me overthinking things.

Everything you said is amazing.how am I suppose to be successful when I can’t control my thoughts?when one day I might commit a crime that’ll ruin my life?

 

[Lonelyus]

@XtremeMax @Stupid Clown @VideoGameCoper fellow ocdcels

Forgot me, I have OCD over my jew nose birth defect that occured only to me in the family ;(

You also tagged my friends so i have to be a part now

 

[soyboycel]

Forgot me, I have OCD over my jew nose birth defect that occured only to me in the family ;(

You also tagged my friends so i have to be a part now

I wasn’t lurking here long enough to know you have ocd too jfl

 

[Grodd]

Yeah it's fucking brutal i just think of it as another thing to add to my shit list of problems

 

[soyboycel]

Yeah it's fucking brutal i just think of it as another thing to add to my shit list of problems

I nearly touched a foid(in video game) because I couldn’t control myself.i nearly ruined my life

 

[Lonelyus]

I nearly touched a foid(in video game) because I couldn’t control myself.i nearly ruined my life

You could have touched her by mistake and told her its your tics or that you accidentaly bumped into her

 

[Grodd]

I nearly touched a foid(in video game) because I couldn’t control myself.i nearly ruined my life

 

[soyboycel]

I should probly delete this since I live in cuckanada

 

[Grodd]

I should probly delete this since I live in cuckanada

Nothing will happen

 

[soyboycel]

Nothing will happen

Ah thanks brocel

 

[BrazilianTrvecel]

When I was a child, others called me dog because I had a tic of biting myself

 

[soyboycel]

When I was a child, others called me dog because I had a tic of biting myself

I had a habit of plucking my hair when. Was stressed leading to my hairline getting destroyed

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Exactly the same here

 

[BrazilianTrvecel]

I had a habit of plucking my hair when. Was stressed leading to my hairline getting destroyed

I also had this, its called trichotillomania, there was literally a hairless hole in the middle of my head. Luckily I managed to stop

 

[soyboycel]

Exactly the same here

We’re almost the exact same.both weakcels that wish we were strong and we are both OCDcels too

 

[Biowaste Removal]

We’re almost the exact same.both weakcels that wish we were strong and we are both OCDcels too

We need to find some Captain America Homelander super soldier expERiment and volunteer ourselves

 

[soyboycel]

We need to find some Captain America Homelander super soldier expERiment and volunteer ourselves

Do you have siblings that strenght mog you too?

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Do you have siblings that strenght mog you too?

No

 

[soyboycel]

No

Lucky.i have a sister