SuicideFuel Having Awful Acne Was Psychologically Crushing in HS

[DarkStar]

Back my Freshman year of HS, I had very awful acne which made my overall time much much worse.

I began to get a few pimples in back in grade eight, but it wasn't too severe & I noticed it was happening to a few others as well, so I didn't care too much. However, once HS roles around, it broke out with a vengeance. It was likely in part due to the fact school environments are never the most clean, combined with the shit diet we're fed -which I ofc indulged in fully at the time- but ofc genetics are king here.

Both my parents tried to give me bluepilled coping mechanisms to deal with it:

• "I had acne but still dated foids!"

Dad, you mogged me, didn't have it as bad from pictures, and also it wasn't as hard then plus you played a sport.

• "My brother(moms side) had acne just as bad as you but he still got gfs eventually!"

Yeah, much later down the line after it cleared up, and considering his poor success & who he is married to now doesn't help.

• "I see plenty of other kids with acne"

Yeah, well you mean kids who don't have it nearly as bad as me, mog me in many other ways, and if they do have it worse than me they're even more of a bottom-feeder than I was. In fact, they couldn't even be seen as bottom-feeders.

It opened me up to so much more abuse than I already should have been- as if my spergy behavior & other failos such as my hairline+forehead weren't enough.

I also spent tons of time researching methods, creams, ailments, or whatever could be used to possibly help me out. Granted, things did clear up, but the psychological damage remains there.

If you had acne badly, you will know how I feel. People view you like you're a plague victim, it's almost as if having acne serves as some kind of marker that you're a genetic piece of trash. That you're in some way, flawed genetically & unworthy of being even treated as a human being with worth.

 

[DarkStar]

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[Yabadadabadoo]

I didnt have acne but I had a very big outbreak of eczema (in my face) during the first year of college and It was brutal. I wasnt able to look at peoples face at all and they seemed repulsed when seeing me. A lot of people would stare in the street so I tried to hide it as much as I could

I looked kinda like this guy

But without anything on the nose, more in the cheeks and also on my chin

 

[DarkStar]

I didnt have acne but I had a very big outbreak of eczema (in my face) during the first year of college and It was brutal. I wasnt able to look at peoples face at all and they seemed repulsed when seeing me. A lot of people would stare in the street so I tried to hide it as much as I could

I looked kinda like this guy
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But without anything on the nose, more in the cheeks and also on my chin

Sounds rough mango

Sorry to hear that, it definitely socially stunted you for sure

 

[Rapistcel]

Back my Freshman year of HS, I had very awful acne which made my overall time much much worse.

I began to get a few pimples in back in grade eight, but it wasn't too severe & I noticed it was happening to a few others as well, so I didn't care too much. However, once HS roles around, it broke out with a vengeance. It was likely in part due to the fact school environments are never the most clean, combined with the shit diet we're fed -which I ofc indulged in fully at the time- but ofc genetics are king here.

Both my parents tried to give me bluepilled coping mechanisms to deal with it:

• "I had acne but still dated foids!"

Dad, you mogged me, didn't have it as bad from pictures, and also it wasn't as hard then plus you played a sport.

• "My brother(moms side) had acne just as bad as you but he still got gfs eventually!"

Yeah, much later down the line after it cleared up, and considering his poor success & who he is married to now doesn't help.

• "I see plenty of other kids with acne"

Yeah, well you mean kids who don't have it nearly as bad as me, mog me in many other ways, and if they do have it worse than me they're even more of a bottom-feeder than I was. In fact, they couldn't even be seen as bottom-feeders.

It opened me up to so much more abuse than I already should have been- as if my spergy behavior & other failos such as my hairline+forehead weren't enough.

I also spent tons of time researching methods, creams, ailments, or whatever could be used to possibly help me out. Granted, things did clear up, but the psychological damage remains there.

If you had acne badly, you will know how I feel. People view you like you're a plague victim, it's almost as if having acne serves as some kind of marker that you're a genetic piece of trash. That you're in some way, flawed genetically & unworthy of being even treated as a human being with worth.

Acne is death

 

[Fluoxymesterone]

I hit puberty early likely due to medication+stress so i had acne before everyone else and as an ethnic i was so hairy that people were repulsed by me. I remember i was 10-11 years old and i had more hair in some areas than white adults. My isolation and inceldom were rooted in this time period so brutal. How is your skin looking today?

 

[La Grande *Infamie*]

I’ve had plenty of acne before, but nowadays I get it in the oddest of places. I’ll have these ugly ass zits on my inner thighs for no reason, and it pisses me off since I shower daily and I still break out with shit like this. Suicidefuel

 

[blackpillednigga]

same. being curry didnt help either

 

[Kanye's Cousin]

Yeah, I think acne played a major part in my inceldom. Really fucked my life, even now entering 30 my acne never fucking left me. I still get new pimples almost daily.

 

[WorthlessSlavicShit]

Not so much a high school problem for me but I had pretty nasty acne in middle school and, well, let's just say it changed my hairstyle. I made sure to always have hair long enough to cover my forehead.

 

[outerdarkness]

Yup, it starter a lot earlier for me, around 5th grade or so. Would have easily a dozen pimples on my face at a time. Finally went on Accutane, cleaned some of it up but it still was far worse then average.

Needless to say I have massive scaring all over my face, it honestly looks like the surface of Mars. And even in my mid-30 a pimple or 3 breaks out on my face sometimes.

It never began.

 

[TheCatMan]

I didn't have acne in highschool but middle school I was a real pizza face. All over my face and shoulders. You couldn't see my skin on my face it was so bad and the ones on my shoulders would pop and bleed through my shirt. I can't believe I didn't scar from that.

 

[DutchCel01]

Same i had and still do (mostly on my back and chest nowaday) have cystic acne. It ruined my self esteem and they even bullied and ridiculed me for it. My skin is also ruined by it. Holes and weird stretches of skin all over my entire upper body. No matter how much i gymcel i dont even wanna look at myself nor show my hard work to anyone cause of it.

 

[justuseless]

Fakecel tbh

 

[D. B. Gooner]

I had one or two pimples at a time throughout hs so it wasn't that bad. Then around my 17th bday I got chickenpox, and have had horrible cystic acne ever since, and an all around puffy, inflamed face. No skincare helped, it's all jewish garbage that might even make your overall health worse since your skin absorbs anything you rub onto it.

Around november I started eating raw meat and it helped slightly, but didn't get rid of it all together. One month ago I started sunbathing for hours each day (which is too much and I'm probably damaging my skin) and both my skin and hair have never looked healthier, at this rate I think I might clear my skin out by the end of the summer.

And it really sucks because I never stood a chance, in hs I was chubby, then the second I lost weight I got skin issues, and now that my skin is getting better I'm a norwood 2, though it doesn't look that bad. Never will I have a period of Post-puberty life when I'm happy with myself.

I wish I had known the importance of nutrition and vitamin d during puberty, I could've had it good. But my doctor mother, didn't breastfeed me, gave me fruits and wheat for breakfast most of my childhood, let me eat 200g of candy every day because "her parents never let her eat ice cream so she wanted me not to miss out". Nice parenting right there, she is the reason I hate doctors, she doesn't know the first thing about health, doesn't even know what the circadian rythm is. My grandpa is also a doctor, also doesn't know shit. Really glad they're doctors, otherwise maybe I would've trusted doctors my entire life.

 

[Razielcel]

I feel you. I had it pretty bad because of overactive sebaceous glands in my youth. My face was super oily and I had big cysts that hurt like hell. It was torturous and humiliating experience.

Antibiotics and benzoyl peroxide helped a bit to control it. Luckily I didn't take accutane, I would prolly end up with permanent side effects knowing my luck.

 

[DarkStar]

Fakecel tbh

Piss off retard

 

[DarkStar]

I hit puberty early likely due to medication+stress

which ones?

so i had acne before everyone else and as an ethnic i was so hairy that people were repulsed by me.

brutal as fuck

How is your skin looking today?

Hate to brag, but good actually

Ig one good thing of this is it made me sort of start "looksmaxxing" in a way before I knew what it or the blackpill were.

Yeah, I think acne played a major part in my inceldom. Really fucked my life, even now entering 30 my acne never fucking left me. I still get new pimples almost daily.

Holy brutal, that was my teen year nightmare

Like imagine that, I'm a fucking teenage boy, and I'm already worried that I'm gonna be physically repulsive for life.

Yup, it starter a lot earlier for me, around 5th grade or so. Would have easily a dozen pimples on my face at a time. Finally went on Accutane, cleaned some of it up but it still was far worse then average.

Needless to say I have massive scaring all over my face, it honestly looks like the surface of Mars. And even in my mid-30 a pimple or 3 breaks out on my face sometimes.

It never began.

I still have some scarring, one side of my face is slightly more red than another. I also still get pimples occasionally.

same. being curry didnt help either

Brutal. But if you're a curry in the West -unless you live around a fuck ton like in Canada, are actually good looking, or actually tall or maybe just rich- it's more or less over.

I know being a curry is a big deduction SMV wise, but I feel that acne on its own looks worse on Whites, since it kinda seems to stick out a lot more.

Not so much a high school problem for me

Mogs me hard, it more or less defined my ninth grade

but I had pretty nasty acne in middle school and, well, let's just say it changed my hairstyle. I made sure to always have hair long enough to cover my forehead.

Brutal, at least you tried Disneymopcutmaxxing

 

[DarkStar]

No matter how much i gymcel i dont even wanna look at myself nor show my hard work to anyone cause of it.

Relatable.

I had one or two pimples at a time throughout hs so it wasn't that bad. Then around my 17th bday I got chickenpox, and have had horrible cystic acne ever since, and an all around puffy, inflamed face. No skincare helped, it's all jewish garbage that might even make your overall health worse since your skin absorbs anything you rub onto it.

yeah exactly, most of the products made it worse at some point in some way

Beef tallow is the way to go

Around november I started eating raw meat and it helped slightly, but didn't get rid of it all together. One month ago I started sunbathing for hours each day (which is too much and I'm probably damaging my skin) and both my skin and hair have never looked healthier, at this rate I think I might clear my skin out by the end of the summer.

Add some raw fruit in as well

I wish I had known the importance of nutrition and vitamin d during puberty, I could've had it good. But my doctor mother, didn't breastfeed me, gave me fruits and wheat for breakfast most of my childhood, let me eat 200g of candy every day because "her parents never let her eat ice cream so she wanted me not to miss out". Nice parenting right there, she is the reason I hate doctors, she doesn't know the first thing about health, doesn't even know what the circadian rythm is. My grandpa is also a doctor, also doesn't know shit. Really glad they're doctors, otherwise maybe I would've trusted doctors my entire life.

Brutal, this is why I think the forum neglects diet importance at times, and how it could impact our genes

 

[Balding Subhuman]

I also did have bad acne, now I have acne scars. So in a way the acne never went away actually. I'll be a subhuman forever, better get used to it. I hope you didn't get any scars from it though.

 

[DarkStar]

I also did have bad acne, now I have acne scars. So in a way the acne never went away actually. I'll be a subhuman forever, better get used to it. I hope you didn't get any scars from it though.

A bit of mild scarring on my right check, but since using beef tallow it's gotten better

I'd suggest looking into it if you can get it in Finland(probably easier in fact since you aren't as ZOGged in chemicals)

 

[justuseless]

Piss off retard

Kill yourself bitch

 

[Fluoxymesterone]

which ones?

One was melatonin but i got others i do not know the name. I was given multiple medications for sleep and my behavior because i was a very troublesome kid. I remember they gave me medication that had a side effect of making you tired but it has another function. I actually think these medications are at least half of what caused my inceldom. It caused me early and weak puberty, wide hips and made me shorter. This is my theory it's not confirmed though. I hate how kids are being given strong jew chemicals instead of treating the cause, which was trauma in my case for both sleep and behavior

 

[Kanye's Cousin]

Holy brutal, that was my teen year nightmare

Like imagine that, I'm a fucking teenage boy, and I'm already worried that I'm gonna be physically repulsive for life.

It's really bad to have acne at my age, no one my age has acne. Feel embarrassed when I tell people my age, because they must assume I'm early 20s. Remember I was like 25 and going in the junk yard and the fucking worker asked me if I was a high school teen. At least it's not as bad as my teen acne but it's still too much

 

[D. B. Gooner]

yeah exactly, most of the products made it worse at some point in some way

What do you do for your hair, I've been doing no shampoo as an experiment for the past 3 weeks and my hair texture and somewhat volume have improved a ton.
I used to condition every day and shampoo every three days, now I just rinse it with water every other day and that's it, also don't use styling products anymore. Also do an egg hair mask whenever I feel like it, but haven't done so in 2 weeks.
I do have a bit more dandruff though.