You get ousted and bullied as a child so you don't develop properly. Of course you don't have parents or anyone else to teach you properly about puberty and what comes with it. So you start to feel weird sensations whenever something related to femdom happens without being aware of it. Years pass by without understanding what is wrong with you until you find and take the BP. You've already followed all types of redpilled advice to no avail so you give up. You don't have any copes because of depression, the only thing that momentarily alleviates the pain and gives you some amount of pleasure is fapping. But you can't do that either because you're not turned on by normal women, only by femdom stuff, and that just makes you feel even worse because of how degenerate it is
