Anyway I’ve literally gone insane basically
The loneliness, the touch deprivation, the fear of the future, the nilalism. Being a miserable ugly peice of shit blah blah the usual bs
Am supposed to give up and die huh? I guess we’ll see about that, anyway I got a girlfriend atleast in my head and she’s about as real as it gets to me hahahahaha
Anyway a couple of weeks ago I saw this movie poster while scrolling on dah jewtube
I became obsessed with it, I would constantly go back and stare at this image of her, I was literally in love (I never watched the movie or gave a shit about it, it’s probably degenerate Jewish Hollywood slop)
I just like the foid in the picture, like something clicked in my mind like a foid seeing a 6’10 chad, at the end of the day we’re all animalistic lookist pieces of shit, you can try denying it but it’s true. It felt like when I was a kid seeing a hot foid for the first time.
You can mock me and call me a foid worshipper but I’ve seen worse posted here. In my mind she’s my GF and she’s about as real as it gets. Also the mods are pretty solid so they’ll probably not strike me down for foid worship, if you’re a mod thinking about striking me down just know that I am way more sexist then you and 80% of the users here hahahahaha
MY PLAN
OPERATION: defiance λ
Am beginning my looksmaxing journey anyway so it’s not like am 100% giving in to despair
also I will try to make actually changes as I start my no fap streak again, my plan is to not look at any sexual content and completely quit this kike pornography mind control, after a few months as my brain heals I’ll begin to get wet dreams and hopefully I’ll have some that are about her.
I might start learning how to Lucid dream and with going on months of not fapping I’ll basically have sex with her in my mind.
Guys am literally going to change my life, am going to go back to the gym and actually start getting into skincare (no homo) and I’ll try to get rid of my tan and go back to my pale complexion (muh JBW I’ll try and test it out)
Shit is going to be epic. If I can pull this off well it’ll be amazing to say the least, I’ll probably only post on here on Friday nights and it’ll just be me spamming my usual bs
Love you guys (no fag) only free place left on the internet, you guys are my brothers unironically
When I have my first sexual dream with her, I’ll count it as ascension and I’ll probably leave forever
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=g78_lRoomcE
The loneliness, the touch deprivation, the fear of the future, the nilalism. Being a miserable ugly peice of shit blah blah the usual bs
Am supposed to give up and die huh? I guess we’ll see about that, anyway I got a girlfriend atleast in my head and she’s about as real as it gets to me hahahahaha
Anyway a couple of weeks ago I saw this movie poster while scrolling on dah jewtube
I became obsessed with it, I would constantly go back and stare at this image of her, I was literally in love (I never watched the movie or gave a shit about it, it’s probably degenerate Jewish Hollywood slop)
I just like the foid in the picture, like something clicked in my mind like a foid seeing a 6’10 chad, at the end of the day we’re all animalistic lookist pieces of shit, you can try denying it but it’s true. It felt like when I was a kid seeing a hot foid for the first time.
You can mock me and call me a foid worshipper but I’ve seen worse posted here. In my mind she’s my GF and she’s about as real as it gets. Also the mods are pretty solid so they’ll probably not strike me down for foid worship, if you’re a mod thinking about striking me down just know that I am way more sexist then you and 80% of the users here hahahahaha
MY PLAN
OPERATION: defiance λ
Am beginning my looksmaxing journey anyway so it’s not like am 100% giving in to despair
also I will try to make actually changes as I start my no fap streak again, my plan is to not look at any sexual content and completely quit this kike pornography mind control, after a few months as my brain heals I’ll begin to get wet dreams and hopefully I’ll have some that are about her.
I might start learning how to Lucid dream and with going on months of not fapping I’ll basically have sex with her in my mind.
Guys am literally going to change my life, am going to go back to the gym and actually start getting into skincare (no homo) and I’ll try to get rid of my tan and go back to my pale complexion (muh JBW I’ll try and test it out)
Shit is going to be epic. If I can pull this off well it’ll be amazing to say the least, I’ll probably only post on here on Friday nights and it’ll just be me spamming my usual bs
Love you guys (no fag) only free place left on the internet, you guys are my brothers unironically
When I have my first sexual dream with her, I’ll count it as ascension and I’ll probably leave forever
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=g78_lRoomcE
