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I have. I fell inlove with this older chick i met online and she just stopped responding. Took about a year and a half of pain to get over her lol.
atleast you got some sort of closure. this bitch just left me after telling me she'd always be there for me and that she cares about me. It's just funny to me now. She probably has issues i wasnt aware of at that time.Yeah. I could not stop thinking about a girl in my class in high school, was really unhealthy because i even lost my appetite. I had to ask her out and get rejected because that was the only way i could go back to normal, and i did.
Never loved?I've never believed in 'true love' in the hopeless romantic blue pilled sense but yes I've had a few oneitises I deeply lusted for.
But did you love her?I had a oneitis back when I was in college. Never did anything to try and get her. Haven't seen her in 16 months and I still think about her from time to time. I know that's cucked to shit but what can you do?
Love doesn't exist, it's a sugarcoating around lust. When you say "I want sex with that girl" you sound bad but when you say "I really love her" normies somehow believe that's a more noble idea even though the desired outcome is identical.Never loved?
I believe that love isn't the same as sex. Obviously you want to have sex with that person, but loving them is something else.. something "special". It's not like lust.Love doesn't exist, it's a sugarcoating around lust. When you say "I want sex with that girl" you sound bad but when you say "I really love her" normies somehow believe that's a more noble idea even though the desired outcome is identical.
Hard to say. Never felt anything like that other than that. There was definitely lust: I wanted to fuck the shit out of her.But did you love her?
Damn... Afkomst?Yeah. I could not stop thinking about a girl in my class in high school, was really unhealthy because i even lost my appetite. I had to ask her out and get rejected because that was the only way i could go back to normal, and i did.
Agreed.I believe that love isn't the same as sex. Obviously you want to have sex with that person, but loving them is something else.. something "special". It's not like lust.
Aaaand more blue pill. I suspect a cucktears infiltrator.I believe that love isn't the same as sex. Obviously you want to have sex with that person, but loving them is something else.. something "special". It's not like lust.
Suspect all you want, my friend.Aaaand more blue pill. I suspect a cucktears infiltrator.
aren't you like.. really attractive?Before the blackpill, yes.
Then when I realised that the type of girl I want to cherish is extremely rare, it hasn’t happened since. Femoids are so easy to predict, you can walk in a room and just know which guys the femoids are going to orbit.
I just expect the worse from girls now and every seemingly kind action they do towards me I can find an alterior motive for.
I’ve yet to be proven wrong with the blackpill. I really hope that some girl surprises me one day but that’s just a cope of the highest magnitude
you look wife as fuck. trollWell according to 95% of white women, 95% of black women, 92% of Asian women and 93% of Latina women, I’m not attractive due to my middle eastern heritage.
https://incels.is/threads/being-ethnic-is-as-bad-as-being-54-according-to-studies.26312/#post-423940
Van het meisje is Nederlands, ik ben Marokkaans.Damn... Afkomst?
Dutch girls are hot asfVan het meisje is Nederlands, ik ben Marokkaans.
Ouch. Je weet toch wel dat een Nederlands meisje niet met een Marokkaan thuis kan komen, tenzij ze haar ouders wilt treiteren? Serieus, ik zat op een school waar bijna alleen maar Nederlanders op zaten, en hun ouders waren gewoon racistisch. Dus ligt ook deels aan hun ouders.Van het meisje is Nederlands, ik ben Marokkaans.
De grap is dat zij niet eens racistisch was. Ze was duidelijk geïnteresseerd in een vriend van me die ook een arabier is, maar hij had al een vriendin. En ja ik ben gewoon lelijk helaas.Ouch. Je weet toch wel dat een Nederlands meisje niet met een Marokkaan thuis kan komen, tenzij ze haar ouders wilt treiteren? Serieus, ik zat op een school waar bijna alleen maar Nederlanders op zaten, en hun ouders waren gewoon racistisch. Dus ligt ook deels aan hun ouders.
Facebook broI had a oneitis back when I was in college. Never did anything to try and get her. Haven't seen her in 16 months and I still think about her from time to time. I know that's cucked to shit but what can you do?
I had a oneitis back when I was in college. Never did anything to try and get her. Haven't seen her in 16 months and I still think about her from time to time. I know that's cucked to shit but what can you do?
But did you love her?
Facebook bro
time to tell her how you feel/felt
Dude, no facebook no lifeI don't have Facebook. Don't want one either. I have no social media.
I have. I fell inlove with this older chick i met online and she just stopped responding. Took about a year and a half of pain to get over her lol.
I mean I personally differentiate between girls I'd just fuck and girls I like to go out with.Aaaand more blue pill. I suspect a cucktears infiltrator.
Same. My favorite singer once sang "I'll never know love," and he's got a good voice so it gives me heartaches. Saw a landwhale on YouTube talking about how she cries when she hears that line because she can relate. Kek.I don't know what love is
meanwhile she receives 100+ notifications on her phoneSame. My favorite singer once sang "I'll never know love," and he's got a good voice so it gives me heartaches. Saw a landwhale on YouTube talking about how she cries when she hears that line because she can relate. Kek.
Kek.meanwhile she receives 100+ notifications on her phone
Some lifefuel for you. In elementary school, 6th grade (which is the last grade in elementary school in the Netherlands) we had this Dutch co-teacher who was in her early 20s. Every boy in my class thought she was hot. She had a nice body as well, cute face but unfortunately a mole around her chin area, but that didn't matter. Her boyfriend was a Turkish guy. Kek.I was in love with my 11th grade lightskin african teacher. She was from Zimbabwe I think, but she married a white guy lol, it's over
How's is this lifefuelKek.
Some lifefuel for you. In elementary school, 6th grade (which is the last grade in elementary school in the Netherlands) we had this Dutch co-teacher who was in her early 20s. Every boy in my class thought she was hot. She had a nice body as well, cute face but unfortunately a mole around her chin area, but that didn't matter. Her boyfriend was a Turkish guy. Kek.
Ethnic conquers hot white female.How's is this lifefuel
Ethnic conquers hot white female.
Why not? If one ethnic can do it, then there's Hope for others.That is not lifefuel, I have to conquer, that's lifefuel.
Never. I was always in fight or flight mode when I was in school. I couldn't even think about love.