
light
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i have never attempted but i once ODed on fent and almost died
i fucking wish bro. unfortunately im alive and kickingRest in peace
brutalI only self harmed like a retard twice
its a lot of hassle fs but no pain no gainNever actually. I just don't want to exist and killing myself feels too painful. It's just not worth the hassle.
sameNot yet
is that even a thingTried to OD on benadryl. Fuck Idk how people die easily from benadryl as it would take a lot of it to kill me.
Twice. Not fun, very scary. Are you planning on it, man?same
damn, brutal. did you fail and get locked up in the ward? im planning on doing it either this year or the nextTwice. Not fun, very scary. Are you planning on it, man?
Not yet
sameI wish there would simply be a log out button.
Nope. Twice with a Nylon Twine rope at about 8ft. I'm 5'8. I genuinely, and I truly mean this, couldn't get myself to fall off the chair. It's so much different when you're there. No, never went to the ward. Nobody knows I did it. If you do, do it, I hope you at least have some good times beforehand. Why do you want to die anyway?damn, brutal. did you fail and get locked up in the ward? im planning on doing it either this year or the next
Yesi have never attempted but i once ODed on fent and almost died
what method?
@light Can't say it was a method, it was just self harm by slitting my wrists but I did it with the intention of dying.what method?
@light Brutal, what did it feel like after ODing on fent. Did you see what's on the other side or something close to it?i have never attempted but i once ODed on fent and almost died
fakecel activitiesODed on fent
damn brutal, sorry to hear that. what was the fight about if i may ask?Considered jumping off the apartment i was staying in back in 2018. I was studying engineering in different different city. Had a big fight with parents on my phone. I was crying alone on the terrace.
I dropped out of college and became a neet few months after
was completely peaceful, im pissed at the fact that i got saved because itd have been a completely peaceful way to pass away@light Brutal, what did it feel like after ODing on fent. Did you see what's on the other side or something close to it?
@light Did someone find you?was completely peaceful, im pissed at the fact that i got saved because itd have been a completely peaceful way to pass away
yeah@light Did someone find you?
@light Who and how did they react? Also did they find out about the fent you took?yeah
SameI only self harmed like a retard twice
my mother JFL@light Who and how did they react? Also did they find out about the fent you took?
sameNo, I am thinking about it quite often but never have actually attempted it.
SameI only self harmed like a retard twice
I attempted partial once but my ligature broke. Passing out and going unconscious by hanging is peaceful af. And quick. Just a bit uncomfortable@Nullified
yeah man i relate even though ive never really attempted. it gets too much sometimes so much so that its not even worth sticking around for your copesYeah, I've tried a few times.
Life is just too much sometimes that it gets hard to cope. I never wanted a long life, but now I'm here, and I'm just stuck with my thoughts.