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ionlycopenow
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I haven't flirted with women in years. I briefly tried in school but after endless failed attempts, cold responses, one word, passive insults, I gave up again and just cringed at ever trying. Now, I don't even see women as exciting because I know I will never have access to any outside of hookers. I don't liven around them, and then some have the nerve to bitch about it to my face, trash at work will complain to me about how I look so sad and depressed because now I'm making them feel bad simply by existing.
I can recognize one of my own instantly. Outside of being ugly, that defeatist, depressed, hollow, lifeless, i have given up and have nothing to look forward to or lose look.
I've accepted for a long time now that I will never get any affection and that I will die alone. I don't try around women at all and dont bother even talking to them anymore. That dating and sex is for "other people", not me. Because my genes are shit. I'm probably going to get a dog but even then I know that it would only like me because I feed it.
I can recognize one of my own instantly. Outside of being ugly, that defeatist, depressed, hollow, lifeless, i have given up and have nothing to look forward to or lose look.
I've accepted for a long time now that I will never get any affection and that I will die alone. I don't try around women at all and dont bother even talking to them anymore. That dating and sex is for "other people", not me. Because my genes are shit. I'm probably going to get a dog but even then I know that it would only like me because I feed it.
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