it personally has for me since it feels cucked to obsess over foids who don't even care about you.
[Whitepill] Has learning about female nature made you care less about not having a girlfriend?
A little bit but I still desire the idealised idea of having one
Yes. I have not had a crush on a foid since becoming blackpilled. I may even hate them to an extent that I wouldn't be able to keep a foid even if she did like me.
kind of
I only love fictional foids.
In a way, yes, but in other ways no. I’m blackpilled to the point of being immune to any hope of ever achieving the things I want. There's nothing I can do, nor will do, to change. But at the same time, it still hurts. I can’t turn off my biological drives just because I know their true and disgusting nature. Nothing can change my genetic programming. It's torturous but it’s the reality.
Some but it's hardwired into people to want sexual intimacy so I know it will never go away completly.
I don't see myself getting another oneitis again tbh
I was blackpilled at 16 and knew a little about female nature before I even knew what it was. I just stopped completely caring.
I feel like I am getting pulled apart by the desire for love and by the truth. Knowing the truth and still wanting it is torturous.
Can't even understand how is is possible to truly get a oneitis after getting blackpilled. It takes some next level delusion to be spending time thinking about a foid who hates your very essence and existence.
A lot less
Yes, exactly. The worst part is being aware of the truth, knowing that it’s hopeless, and yet still desiring it despite knowing exactly how impossible it is. It is a sort of self-aware insanity.
In a way, knowing about the truth is even more painful than being naive. Ignorance is truly bliss.
no
Yes
No, because my greatest aspiration is still to spread my genes
No because you cant rationalise your instincts
It made me realize that the only way to have the true gf expirience is with an enslaved foid (either fiscally or socially). In the end I am glad because it saved me from a life of cuckoldry and betabuxxing if I orbited foids for 20 years striaght.
Yes. once you realize how simple yet evil female nature is you can't look at them the same
once you know they do everything for chad, they despise ugly men, and tolerate normie men. you see how evil they are. how even if you betabuxxed you would still have a wife who despises you. how if you even surgerymaxx to chad tier due to hypergamy you'd likely still be cheated on.
once you know they do everything for chad, they despise ugly men, and tolerate normie men. you see how evil they are. how even if you betabuxxed you would still have a wife who despises you. how if you even surgerymaxx to chad tier due to hypergamy you'd likely still be cheated on.
It was when I found out anime girls are real. I've seen one, complete physical embodiment. Then realizing I'm too autistic to date one. There's no coming back from what I had to experience. Every aspect of the dreams I grew up on are unreachable due to the state of this world. To go hand in hand dedicated to an IRL anime girl and experience the most powerful unbreakable bond a couple can have. But instead I was met with losing my youth working like a dog only to become worn down only for many years later to witness the physical embodiment of the woman I've always imagined end up being absolutely zogged. After I realized that my entire life was lived in delusion, every concept of romance became meaningless and I swore off the idea of fatherhood entirely.
The music I listened to on the bus home in high school as I dreamed of the freedom and passion now only bring me pain. The very car I drive now brings me pain, because it is the car of my dreams(meaning the car I'd ride around with her in). Seeing snow brings me pain, because I would dream of us walking together in it. Seeing a blue sky with beautiful clouds bring me pain, because I imagined us running through a lush field on that kind of day. Seeing the autumn hurts. Many different little things that only remind me and bring me pain. People ask me what's wrong. I stretch the truth because it's not something I can truly explain. I think this must be how a good mother who's lost her only child feels. It's not something you simply get over with time. You don't get over it.
So the concept of love and dating lost all meaning to me.
I'll keep collecting rocks or whatever, I'll watch degenerate shit, I don't care anymore. I don't consider myself alive. Just a zombified shell of a broken dream that only I could see.
The music I listened to on the bus home in high school as I dreamed of the freedom and passion now only bring me pain. The very car I drive now brings me pain, because it is the car of my dreams(meaning the car I'd ride around with her in). Seeing snow brings me pain, because I would dream of us walking together in it. Seeing a blue sky with beautiful clouds bring me pain, because I imagined us running through a lush field on that kind of day. Seeing the autumn hurts. Many different little things that only remind me and bring me pain. People ask me what's wrong. I stretch the truth because it's not something I can truly explain. I think this must be how a good mother who's lost her only child feels. It's not something you simply get over with time. You don't get over it.
So the concept of love and dating lost all meaning to me.
I'll keep collecting rocks or whatever, I'll watch degenerate shit, I don't care anymore. I don't consider myself alive. Just a zombified shell of a broken dream that only I could see.
I no longer care as much. The fact that i’ll never be loved due to looks and height, and if I managed to ascend it would only be my turn. But when I get isekai’d, i hope the world isn’t as lookist or I become a Chad. I can cuddle with a girl and watch the stars together, worry free. 
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