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I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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I’m sure for some of you it has. It has for me in the past. Being lonely and feeling unwanted is hard. Feeling unloved hurts. Rejection is painful. Unrequited love is heartbreaking.
I don’t think I’ve ever cried about not having sex (yes I do want sex, too). I’ve cried about feeling so utterly alone. So meaningless to everyone. My virginity is a reminder of that loneliness. I’m less sad about the stigma of being a virgin (though I do feel shame about it) and more of it being a reminder that I am alone. I don’t feel like a human being that deserves love.
Don’t be afraid to admit it. I won’t judge you. And anyone here who does is a fucking asshole.
I don’t think I’ve ever cried about not having sex (yes I do want sex, too). I’ve cried about feeling so utterly alone. So meaningless to everyone. My virginity is a reminder of that loneliness. I’m less sad about the stigma of being a virgin (though I do feel shame about it) and more of it being a reminder that I am alone. I don’t feel like a human being that deserves love.
Don’t be afraid to admit it. I won’t judge you. And anyone here who does is a fucking asshole.
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