Serious Has anyone here ever attempted suicide?

[ColdLightOfDay]

A lot of rope talk happens on this site. I believe I have come close a number of times, even writing the note on one occasion, but have always been put off at the last minute, waited till the next day, and then the intensity of the situation subsided and it was back to the daily slog. How many of you have had similar experiences? Let me know below.

 

[Getlooksordie]

I had a failed suicide attempt because I got stopped by the cops after they smashed my door in.

 

[David_the_Fugitive]

I was close the other day, when someone on Reddit told me that when I go through with it, in the moments as I am dying, I will absolutely realize the mistake I made and regret it, only for it to be too late to save myself and hence be dead. So I stopped thinking about it.

I had a failed suicide attempt because I got stopped by the cops after they smashed my door in.

what were you doing and how did the cops find out?

 

[Deleted member 8499]

self immolation

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

I was close the other day, when someone on Reddit told me that when I go through with it, in the moments as I am dying, I will absolutely realize the mistake I made and regret it, only for it to be too late to save myself and hence be dead. So I stopped thinking about it.

what were you doing and how did the cops find out?

That is fucked up, I have heard that 90% of people who survive jumping to their death say they regretted it on the way down, I reckon that has something to do with survival instinct kicking in though when in reality if their mind was still functioning objectively they may still have wanted to die. The sight of the ground rushing up to you must be terrifying as well, surely it’s hard to think straight under such extreme circumstances.

self immolation

Did you really? That has got to be one of the most painful ways to go.

I had a failed suicide attempt because I got stopped by the cops after they smashed my door in.

Where? What happened?

 

[Getlooksordie]

Where? What happened?

I wrote a suicide email to my parents that I was going to off myself via charcoal poisoning.

I used multiple bbq grills and put them inside my flat and sealed all the windows. Before I could pass out the cops came though and smashed my door and "saved" me.

 

[Unwanted]

The closest I got to a real suicide was when my parents threw me out on 18, I said I will jump from a local bridge if they didn't let me in again, and they still threw me out so I went to a bridge, and thankfully they picked me up again otherwise I would've really jumped to get a revenge on them. It was 2 years ago.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

I wrote a suicide email to my parents that I was going to off myself via charcoal poisoning.

I used multiple bbq grills and put them inside my flat and sealed all the windows. Before I could pass out the cops came though and smashed my door and "saved" me.

Fucking hell, are you glad they did?

 

[David_the_Fugitive]

I wrote a suicide email to my parents that I was going to off myself via charcoal poisoning.

I used multiple bbq grills and put them inside my flat and sealed all the windows. Before I could pass out the cops came though and smashed my door and "saved" me.

It sounds like unconsciously you wanted to be saved. If you really wanted to succeed, you wouldn't have sent the e-mail.

 

[Getlooksordie]

Fucking hell, are you glad they did?

I´ll tell you in a year after all my surgeries and trying to find a wife abroad. If that doesn´t work out then yes, I wished I would´ve died then.

TBH I don´t know if I can sustain being incel for another year. Almost everyday feels like I´m burning alive, meanwhile my looksmatch is having the time of her life with her chad boyfriend. It hurts so much.

It sounds like unconsciously you wanted to be saved. If you really wanted to succeed, you wouldn't have sent the e-mail.

I didn´t think the cops would be there so soon. I really wanted to die.

If I try again I´ll make sure to jump off a tall bridge though while leaving a suicide note at home. That way nobody can stop me.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

The closest I got to a real suicide was when my parents threw me out on 18, I said I will jump from a local bridge if they didn't let me in again, and they still threw me out so I went to a bridge, and thankfully they picked me up again otherwise I would've really jumped to get a revenge on them. It was 2 years ago.

Do you still live with them now?

 

[Unwanted]

Do you still live with them now?

Yes, btw I recommend this tactic to any guy here that is over 18 and parents want to throw them out.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

I´ll tell you in a year after all my surgeries and trying to find a wife abroad. If that doesn´t work out then yes, I wished I would´ve died then.

TBH I don´t know if I can sustain being incel for another year. Almost everyday feels like I´m burning alive, meanwhile my looksmatch is having the time of her life with her chad boyfriend. It hurts so much.


I didn´t think the cops would be there so soon. I really wanted to die.

If I try again I´ll make sure to jump off a tall bridge though while leaving a suicide note at home. That way nobody can stop me.

Don’t jump off a bridge, 90% of those who survive jumping attempts say they regretted it on the way down, apparently it becomes abolutely terrifying. Good luck with the surgery, I hope it sorts you out.

 

[Getlooksordie]

Don’t jump off a bridge, 90% of those who survive jumping attempts say they regretted it on the way down, apparently it becomes abolutely terrifying. Good luck with the surgery, I hope it sorts you out.

thank you.

 

[Gremlincel]

From another thread, where I responded to whether or not train suicide was easy:

It is a lot harder than it seems. I made up my mind about suicide once a while ago, or at least I thought I had, made all the preparations, walked to train tracks near my house, and waited, laying my neck down on a rail. It seems easy until you hear how fucking loud the train is, how it's making the tracks vibrate, it's terrifying. Leapt back up once it came into view, and just laid down in the ditch, shaking, for hours lmao.


But, if you have the guts for it, train decapitation is near guaranteed to kill you, instantly. Maybe getting drugged up or drunk could help you hold your nerves while you wait.

Don't know if it counts. Wish I had succeeded.

 

[SwordsmanAlt]

I was close. I REALLY wanted to jump to end the pain, but my dog's face flashed in my mind and I couldn't do that to him.

He's been the best cope yet.

 

[stuttercel]

Jfl at “attempting”
Jfl at painfull suicide methods
Don’t be a foid don’t “attempt”
Jfl at “attempting”
Jfl at painfull suicide methods
Don’t be a foid don’t “attempt”

 

[ItheIthe]

When I was 13 I tried to kill myself by eating deodorant

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

When I was 13 I tried to kill myself by eating deodorant

That’s fucked up. Were you just spraying it all into your mouth?

 

[caturday]

I tried duster once. I was depressed, and I heard people died even after inhaling, so I thought maybe I'm lucky. That was 7 years ago.

 

[RopeShow]

Pills + exit bag, they all failed because I got way too anxious after I putted the bag over my head, hence not being able to go unconscious.

 

[Jockcel]

Suicide is cucked.

 

[Getlooksordie]

Had you already started the suicide process when they stopped you, or were you just preparing to start it? Many times (e.g. in prison), I've started starving myself and people have threatened to force-feed me. But I don't count those as attempts because there was still a possibility I was going to change my mind and resume eating anyway, even if they hadn't intervened.

I had already started the attempt and I was about to pass out from CO2 poisoning.

 

[129samot]

Suicide is cucked.

Attempted suicide is cucked.
Real suicide is badass

 

[Russocel]

Attempted suicide is cucked.
Real suicide is badass

This. Anyone who "attempts" suicide is an attention whoring faggot.

There is so many easy way to kill ones self. People who commit suicide have had enough of life. People who attempt suicide deep downs still want to extend it.

 

[sadstalker88]

Had you already started the suicide process when they stopped you, or were you just preparing to start it? Many times (e.g. in prison), I've started starving myself and people have threatened to force-feed me. But I don't count those as attempts because there was still a possibility I was going to change my mind and resume eating anyway, even if they hadn't intervened.

what were you in for ?

 

[RichCel]

Nope, too chickenshit. Even held a loaded 45 to my head and didn't pull the trigger.

I will kill myself if I get a terminal disease or go blind, but I will use carbon monoxide.

Threatening the President.

Did you just dox yourself, you low IQ individual?

 

[Nemo9065]

I swallowed some pills and passed out. Woke up in the hospital and was told 4 days had passed. My mom had just come home after I passed out.

 

[A10n3]

Nope, I would never do that to Mother.