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I've been trying for over a year now, and my mom still acts like I'm some chad who girls are fawning over. I keep telling her about how normies stare at me, laugh at me, and even bullied me for my looks(I am very ugly facially, most people have never seen anyone as ugly as me) my autism and my voice.
I tell her about the stares of disgust and she says "they're staring at you because they're into you!" I don't get why she is so delusional about my looks, like it's honestly fucking cruel that she denies it. She's even seen me get bullied once, so she knows that people treat me like shit. But she doesn't blame it on my looks, and whenever I try to explain to her why people are mean to me, she spends 10 seconds trying to come up with a response and then says some bluepill shit.
"People look at others, maybe they're laughing because that's what girls do when they like a guy". I told her about many seperate incidents where people laughed at me or made fun of me, and sometimes she just says "I don't know..." (i went off normie script, her brain didn't have a bluepill response prepared for what I said).
I also say to her that girls nowadays don't want men who are ugly and under 6'0 (never really did but at least it was easier for them in the past.) and she tells me there's men shorter than me in relationships, but those men are decent looking facially, NT and it's definitely betabux.
I tell her about incidents where girls have laughed at me and she just tells me that "they were smiling because they were into you". Btw, I'm 5'8-9 (same shit anyway), autistic, have a shit voice, and the worst of all, I have a 2/10 face that would make you burst into laughter if you saw it. It's actually just utterly fucked up to lie to your own son like this, it's like telling a 5'2 balding indian that he just needs to be confident and talk to girls. I even told her that I felt as if she was sort of joking with me, and she said "see, there's your problem. You think people are laughing at you, but maybe they actually just want to talk to you" like if they really did want to talk to me, they would have done so. Only time girls have ever talked to me was in school, as a joke.
Is she just too scared to tell me the truth, or is she just trying to piss me off?
And have you ever been able to successfully blackpill your parent(s)? I don't think it is possible, maybe it's because your parents hope that you will reproduce and continue the bloodline or something.
I tell her about the stares of disgust and she says "they're staring at you because they're into you!" I don't get why she is so delusional about my looks, like it's honestly fucking cruel that she denies it. She's even seen me get bullied once, so she knows that people treat me like shit. But she doesn't blame it on my looks, and whenever I try to explain to her why people are mean to me, she spends 10 seconds trying to come up with a response and then says some bluepill shit.
"People look at others, maybe they're laughing because that's what girls do when they like a guy". I told her about many seperate incidents where people laughed at me or made fun of me, and sometimes she just says "I don't know..." (i went off normie script, her brain didn't have a bluepill response prepared for what I said).
I also say to her that girls nowadays don't want men who are ugly and under 6'0 (never really did but at least it was easier for them in the past.) and she tells me there's men shorter than me in relationships, but those men are decent looking facially, NT and it's definitely betabux.
I tell her about incidents where girls have laughed at me and she just tells me that "they were smiling because they were into you". Btw, I'm 5'8-9 (same shit anyway), autistic, have a shit voice, and the worst of all, I have a 2/10 face that would make you burst into laughter if you saw it. It's actually just utterly fucked up to lie to your own son like this, it's like telling a 5'2 balding indian that he just needs to be confident and talk to girls. I even told her that I felt as if she was sort of joking with me, and she said "see, there's your problem. You think people are laughing at you, but maybe they actually just want to talk to you" like if they really did want to talk to me, they would have done so. Only time girls have ever talked to me was in school, as a joke.
Is she just too scared to tell me the truth, or is she just trying to piss me off?
And have you ever been able to successfully blackpill your parent(s)? I don't think it is possible, maybe it's because your parents hope that you will reproduce and continue the bloodline or something.
