JustAnotherCynic
The Incel of The South
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- Jan 31, 2024
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When I was like 14 I was already aware I was an incel. Yet, I still had some portion of the bluepill in me, and that showed by having fantasies where I finally got a gf. That wasn't ever the case. I was not stupid enough to ask them as I knew I'd get rejected, yet, my programmed brain believed there was some chance.
Nowadays, five years later, I struggle to even fathom the idea of being in a relationship. Hell, I can't imagine what sex is like. I no longer crush on females, because my brain has accepted that it's simply not possible. I still get horny, but I don't feel romantic attraction towards them anymore, even if I want to be in a relationship.
Maybe it also comes from realizing the true nature of females, as I still believed that there were good ones back then, and now I know they are just animals, that while not evil for the sake of evil will gladly torture us for a billion years for a second of Chad's attention. They will hate us for being ugly, something that is immutable. Do I want to date someone like that?
Don't get me wrong I still want them as sexual objects, I'm not a gay, but I simply couldn't go serious about it with one of them.
Nowadays, five years later, I struggle to even fathom the idea of being in a relationship. Hell, I can't imagine what sex is like. I no longer crush on females, because my brain has accepted that it's simply not possible. I still get horny, but I don't feel romantic attraction towards them anymore, even if I want to be in a relationship.
Maybe it also comes from realizing the true nature of females, as I still believed that there were good ones back then, and now I know they are just animals, that while not evil for the sake of evil will gladly torture us for a billion years for a second of Chad's attention. They will hate us for being ugly, something that is immutable. Do I want to date someone like that?
Don't get me wrong I still want them as sexual objects, I'm not a gay, but I simply couldn't go serious about it with one of them.