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hindustan_zindabad
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I’m on the verge of anorexia, well my thinking patterns, behaviours and attitudes towards food are basically that of an anoreic now - everytime I eat food I feel disgusted no matter what it is and I cant stop restricting calories, I am 5’11 and want to weigh 135lbs (162 currently)
its been interesting seeing more of the bones in my face get slowly exposed as i lose weight and im interested in seeing how I’ll look at my final weight
I’m kind of afraid that when I get to 135 i wont be happy with how I look and will sink into even lower BMIs that come along with health consequences but I cant stop anymore, the thought of gaining any weight now drives me crazy. At this point I know its not even going to save me from inceldom but I just want to see it through to the end now
its been interesting seeing more of the bones in my face get slowly exposed as i lose weight and im interested in seeing how I’ll look at my final weight
I’m kind of afraid that when I get to 135 i wont be happy with how I look and will sink into even lower BMIs that come along with health consequences but I cant stop anymore, the thought of gaining any weight now drives me crazy. At this point I know its not even going to save me from inceldom but I just want to see it through to the end now