I keep telling myself it's over, I have no ways of coping anymore. When you get treated like a subhuman everyday for something you can't control. I just want to yell until my lungs collapse while vomitting blood.
I don't have a choice
I'm coping harder and harder, looking for a definitive LTC (long term coping), but I can't stand to all the suifuel that there's everywhere. All my efforts to cope with lonleyness and setup my sexless coping life are being constantly destroyed.
Reading books is a good cope: https://athens.indymedia.org/media/...ves-handbook-vol-1-the-ira-jack-mcpherson.pdf
Reading books is a good cope: https://athens.indymedia.org/media/...ves-handbook-vol-1-the-ira-jack-mcpherson.pdf
I could ascend
Maybe in 30 years through wageslaving at the age 50 to get a 40 year old roastie
Maybe in 30 years through wageslaving at the age 50 to get a 40 year old roastie
I knew it was over for me when i was a kid. I looked forward to suicide when i was only 8(LOL)
My hands are forced, so yeah.
I was depressed before I even knew what depressed was, i always knew I was the "odd one out"
Ive accepted it but i still ocntinue to try.
Ive gotten used it to an extent though. Im not suicidal like ive been in the past
Ive gotten used it to an extent though. Im not suicidal like ive been in the past
Know that you will die soon helps cope with the current suffering you face, death makes you not really care about all the terrible things that are happening to you now
I've completely given up, there's only one thing I live for now
When it comes to finding a GF, then I have more or less given up. But I want to "ascend" in a different way. I want to looksmax through my nose surgery, new hairstyle and gyming and stop being ugly.
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Of course, I've accepted it. Fighting reality is a fruitless pursuit. And so, in light of the darkness of life...I've pursued meditative practices over the past quarter century with some success.
Mind over matter is quite viable...Indeed; reprogramming the brain into gamma wavelength patterns has proven a boon.
In result, the lack of female affection has become far less effective at hindering equanimity.
Mind over matter is quite viable...Indeed; reprogramming the brain into gamma wavelength patterns has proven a boon.
In result, the lack of female affection has become far less effective at hindering equanimity.
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