Brutal Harsh isn't it when something reminds you of what you don't have

[Hoppipolla]

Whether that's a gf or fun friends or... I guess many things in life that you want but don't have and you've successfully pushed it to the back of your mind and then something happens that strongly reminds you of it and it's like it reawakens that whole part of your brain.

I won't go into all the details of how this happened to me a bit earlier tonight but... yeah... it messes your head up a bit, you know?

It's not that I'm not TRYING to have the things I want in life but it's just not easy but those reminders are tough to deal with sometimes.

 

[sinister1488]

I am at that stage where I physically cannot endure any longer to look at happy foids with their boyfriends and husbands. I want to rope or something far worse

 

[Hoppipolla]

I am at that stage where I physically cannot endure any longer to look at happy foids with their boyfriends and husbands. I want to rope or something far worse

Yah it's not good to say that kind of thing online like this because you'll tempt a knock on the door O.O

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so bad though. I know it can be tough to deal with dating as... the average guy in the West. It's not easy at all on many of us. But yeah try to hang in there somehow. Find other things that you enjoy to occupy yourself and try to network socially in some way at least and to stay positive.

I know it's not necessarily easy. Some days for me it feels OK and some it feels tough.