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So despite being an 'Incel' (havn't had ANY interaction with a women, I'm 25, decent looking but have autism) I actually have male friends (very close) that are chads (frat bros), I've had these friends since childhood and for some reason they are attempting to actually help me with my goals with respect to getting a girl (maybe they view this as some crazy hard challenge, it would've been a pretty impressive feat if they actually pulled it off). They invited me to this major EDM concert for NYE and even hooked me up with their frat bro friends which chartered a party bus. They went shopping with me and I spent hundreds of dollars on high end clothing, shoes, they walked me through this step by step to make my fit look "fire".
Anyway fast forward to the concert (and after I had been drinking) We go into the the pit (or whatever you fucking call it idk I'm an autist) and I had made an attempt to chat up this kinda chubby girl from our group (I happen to find thicker women cute) and ofc she gets her male friend to stand in between us after I had been politely conversing with her. This obviously made me upset because I felt this was a reasonable looksmatch.
All of a sudden I find my chad friend (who remind you I've always been very close and friendly with for many years) making out with a pretty attractive women, and obviously this took very little effort on his part since he won the genetic lottery. For some reason this enraged me in the instant, I had obviously spent years preparing to enter the dating market and hundreds of dollars deep into clothing and something about this enraged me. When he gave her his Iphone to enter her contact info I SNAPPED and grabbed his phone right out of the chicks hand and chucked it with all my might over the crowd and zigzad my way out of the pit. Obviously they yelled out in a desperate attempt to get the other simp males in the crowd to block my escape but it didn't work and I got away. I managed to sneak into a quiet restricted office space via an emergency stairwell (this concert was at an MLB ballpark) and found a quiet space and just cried for the next 3 hours, mourning the social life that I could have had.
I have no idea if these individuals will ever be my friends again, obviously I breached trust pretty massively, fuck I still have no idea if they retrieved the phone at all, I got spam texts accusing me of stealing it which i haven't responded to but I see him active on snapmap so I have no clue. It's not even the sex I want, I legitimately just want a girl to hold hands with, to talk about work, to go on vacations with to potentially marry one day.
If you read this whole rant/incident, Thank you
Anyway fast forward to the concert (and after I had been drinking) We go into the the pit (or whatever you fucking call it idk I'm an autist) and I had made an attempt to chat up this kinda chubby girl from our group (I happen to find thicker women cute) and ofc she gets her male friend to stand in between us after I had been politely conversing with her. This obviously made me upset because I felt this was a reasonable looksmatch.
All of a sudden I find my chad friend (who remind you I've always been very close and friendly with for many years) making out with a pretty attractive women, and obviously this took very little effort on his part since he won the genetic lottery. For some reason this enraged me in the instant, I had obviously spent years preparing to enter the dating market and hundreds of dollars deep into clothing and something about this enraged me. When he gave her his Iphone to enter her contact info I SNAPPED and grabbed his phone right out of the chicks hand and chucked it with all my might over the crowd and zigzad my way out of the pit. Obviously they yelled out in a desperate attempt to get the other simp males in the crowd to block my escape but it didn't work and I got away. I managed to sneak into a quiet restricted office space via an emergency stairwell (this concert was at an MLB ballpark) and found a quiet space and just cried for the next 3 hours, mourning the social life that I could have had.
I have no idea if these individuals will ever be my friends again, obviously I breached trust pretty massively, fuck I still have no idea if they retrieved the phone at all, I got spam texts accusing me of stealing it which i haven't responded to but I see him active on snapmap so I have no clue. It's not even the sex I want, I legitimately just want a girl to hold hands with, to talk about work, to go on vacations with to potentially marry one day.
If you read this whole rant/incident, Thank you
