I met this girl who was swooned by me
We bantered.
I even fought her black punk fuckbuddy because he called me an idiot when I was bantering and playing dumb to troll with her and some random white guy at the elevataz of the sweet resort of this fortnite custom building sky scraper
We were on this top floor of both of our floor where we were staying, and at the elevators with others, this black guy slaps her asssss, turns out she and he are friends/fb
I hated him. Why did this piece of shit get lucky and have an easy life and be nt and normie. Why couldnt I? Why was I this ugly guy no girl liked
Anyhow, I couldn't punch him, he couldn't fight and I couldn't punch him, there was like a force field . I told her and everyone, "I can't punch you/him, see, it's probably from GOD stopping me"
and she cracked up laughing. She would do that a few times. Like when prior to that I caught his kick, and told him, "See you don't know how to fight/you suck at fighting I caught your kick, I can trip you trying to trip you if I could" and tring to move my leg to trip his leg he's standing on but can't even like a force field.
Anyhow her and I go to the garden area together romantically, I can't believe I'm actually doing this I was such an outcast my entire life, now I'm getting to tdo this? I must close the deal.
We walk, I lead her to a specific area but the ssad part is I think I'll get ED and not get hard, but I really wanna be normal and be able to do this
It's not my fault I was into bdsm femdom porn since I was 8 or 9 years old tieng myself up pretending I was a girl getting tortured, putting clothpins on my nipples.
Why couldn't I live a normal life and experience what others do?
We starrt kissssing...... I'm fondling and rubbing my hands all along hr back and body. Then? I can't get hard..... She tells me she has 2 other free times on this vacation to meet. She really liks me and I like her, we have this legit mutual like, but she doesn't know my secret yet.
That I can't get hard in bed which will cause her to lose all respect and like in me. I feel her hand, go around that area, glide against it. I can' not get hard. Well I talk about how much I like her. Keep in mind some random older guy is there sitting near us, hearing us and our love.
I finally get a slight chubby, I take out my uncut dick, and try to get her to suck it like she tried to before, she resists, she now lost interest, and doesn't want to suck my uncut penis, because when it's not hard it looks a tiny bit like an ant eater.
i thought i put her head finally on it, not forcing since she didn't flat out resist I think I can make this work, but it's just her hand she's stroking.
Then this older woman comes and smirks, right after I quickly put my dick in my shorts, we both look at her like deers caught in headlights kinda
"Mmmmhm are you a pedi???? you're a pediiiii??" I'm like huh??? No. I look at her wondering if she's really underage or something... 'i'm like no... no i'm not wtf? We weren't even having sex or doing anythign..
she walks away and the guy is looking at the woman now on the other bench as she walks away i think he's gonna speak up for us.
Eventually we get off the bench.
I tell her we should go somewhere else to not get introuble, and im leaving the hotel into the jungle, if she want's to come or she can go to her room.
She doesn't even talk, she lost interest in me but isn't saying it flat out yet, she just turns into a lionness and closes her eyes and lays down on her stomach in the grass of the garden area.
I leave. A failure.
We bantered.
I even fought her black punk fuckbuddy because he called me an idiot when I was bantering and playing dumb to troll with her and some random white guy at the elevataz of the sweet resort of this fortnite custom building sky scraper
We were on this top floor of both of our floor where we were staying, and at the elevators with others, this black guy slaps her asssss, turns out she and he are friends/fb
I hated him. Why did this piece of shit get lucky and have an easy life and be nt and normie. Why couldnt I? Why was I this ugly guy no girl liked
Anyhow, I couldn't punch him, he couldn't fight and I couldn't punch him, there was like a force field . I told her and everyone, "I can't punch you/him, see, it's probably from GOD stopping me"
and she cracked up laughing. She would do that a few times. Like when prior to that I caught his kick, and told him, "See you don't know how to fight/you suck at fighting I caught your kick, I can trip you trying to trip you if I could" and tring to move my leg to trip his leg he's standing on but can't even like a force field.
Anyhow her and I go to the garden area together romantically, I can't believe I'm actually doing this I was such an outcast my entire life, now I'm getting to tdo this? I must close the deal.
We walk, I lead her to a specific area but the ssad part is I think I'll get ED and not get hard, but I really wanna be normal and be able to do this
It's not my fault I was into bdsm femdom porn since I was 8 or 9 years old tieng myself up pretending I was a girl getting tortured, putting clothpins on my nipples.
Why couldn't I live a normal life and experience what others do?
We starrt kissssing...... I'm fondling and rubbing my hands all along hr back and body. Then? I can't get hard..... She tells me she has 2 other free times on this vacation to meet. She really liks me and I like her, we have this legit mutual like, but she doesn't know my secret yet.
That I can't get hard in bed which will cause her to lose all respect and like in me. I feel her hand, go around that area, glide against it. I can' not get hard. Well I talk about how much I like her. Keep in mind some random older guy is there sitting near us, hearing us and our love.
I finally get a slight chubby, I take out my uncut dick, and try to get her to suck it like she tried to before, she resists, she now lost interest, and doesn't want to suck my uncut penis, because when it's not hard it looks a tiny bit like an ant eater.
i thought i put her head finally on it, not forcing since she didn't flat out resist I think I can make this work, but it's just her hand she's stroking.
Then this older woman comes and smirks, right after I quickly put my dick in my shorts, we both look at her like deers caught in headlights kinda
"Mmmmhm are you a pedi???? you're a pediiiii??" I'm like huh??? No. I look at her wondering if she's really underage or something... 'i'm like no... no i'm not wtf? We weren't even having sex or doing anythign..
she walks away and the guy is looking at the woman now on the other bench as she walks away i think he's gonna speak up for us.
Eventually we get off the bench.
I tell her we should go somewhere else to not get introuble, and im leaving the hotel into the jungle, if she want's to come or she can go to her room.
She doesn't even talk, she lost interest in me but isn't saying it flat out yet, she just turns into a lionness and closes her eyes and lays down on her stomach in the grass of the garden area.
I leave. A failure.
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