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ionlycopenow
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When I was still bluepilled I gymcelled in the hopes it would make me more attractive to women. Haha, that's pathetic to recall now. Every other guy I see with a gf is 5'10" and dyel to x100, never set foot in a gym in his life.
Now, I only gymcel/cardio maxxx because it makes me feel good. Every time I do it I imagine / fantasize about buying a goer watch and thinking how cool it would look in person. That's the only motivator and driving force and it helps me cope and feel as if I'm working towards something. Some days, it's legitimately the only thing that makes me feel good and why it's worth living another day and not roping.
In reality of course, it would never happen, and when I think too much about that I get really depressed. Not to mention, it's just really pathetic as a whole.
Now, I only gymcel/cardio maxxx because it makes me feel good. Every time I do it I imagine / fantasize about buying a goer watch and thinking how cool it would look in person. That's the only motivator and driving force and it helps me cope and feel as if I'm working towards something. Some days, it's legitimately the only thing that makes me feel good and why it's worth living another day and not roping.
In reality of course, it would never happen, and when I think too much about that I get really depressed. Not to mention, it's just really pathetic as a whole.