The guy I've been seeing for 3 months (and am starting to love) was cuddling and kissing me all day today. He kept telling me that he cares about me and I'm a genuine wonderful person (and we have great sexual chemistry), and I have a great personality, but I'm not physically his type. So, while we can still keep seeing each other until he finds his perfect girl, he can never envision spending the rest of his life with me.
I'm too blonde, too flat, too pale, not ethnic or curvy enough--and also not "Adriana Lima tier." And there's nothing I can do to change my race or boob size (he doesn't like fake boobs). His dream is to marry that "tier" of girl, like supermodel.
He's not stopping seeing me just yet. Every time we meet up (once or twice a week) he kisses me, strokes my hair, he says he is getting attached and I can feel he cares about me--BUT I'm not beautiful enough for him physically, to marry.... It seems unfair because I would still want to see him even if his face got burned like Deadpool, srs. If he cares about me why is it not the same for him?
I'm seriously not ugly. Great skin, nice hair, good features, always smell good, nearly perfect body besides the small boobs/butt. So I don't get how girls who are overweight/bad skin/don't take care of themselves....how are they getting married and stuff? Do only supermodels really experience love?
