Had a disagreement with my education administration on a certain part of my math cirriculum (I’m really drunk sorry). Ended up retaking a test after emailing to them (with no response) and I failed again, yet nothing was said to counter my answer. Some questions had explanations while some did not. Ironically, the ones with background explanations were the ones I got right
I flipped out. Flipped over my chair, threw some unrelated note sheets I had of an unrelated subject entirely (not really of school but of education I personally wanted to enrich myself with). I mean how could I fail? There was no justification to fail me at all. I got angrier at the lack of communication than the actual score I got, maybe at least.
I started drinking. Really bad. Liquorthat was meant to last me week takendown in a less than 20 minutes. Jfl I even started cackling mid shutdown. I couldn’t believe BELIEVE I had failed this shit and the absolute state of BUMMER DRUMMER INCEL. NIGGER DRUMMER INCEL DIDNT DO TOO GOOD FUAAARK.
Mom came in, got all angry which added onto the flames. Talked about random bullshit while I just looked at my ceiling contemplating. not the best problem diffuser. Tbh. Probably would’ve been best to just leave me alone as I usually get quite introspective after a rage, but she didn’t. Instead she was passive aggressive to me. Definitely does not help my situation.
I think I’m done ded srs. Atleast I didn’t do anything too seriously damaging, but I think this was one of my worst or most active emotional moments in my life. I am almost never emotional. Still contemplating over this was just a multitude of things or this specific thing. Going to introspect and do a self assessment for a little bit to find this out.
I hope theneighbors didn’t hear but they absolutely did. I for sure said some racial slurs and “death to america”’s.
I flipped out. Flipped over my chair, threw some unrelated note sheets I had of an unrelated subject entirely (not really of school but of education I personally wanted to enrich myself with). I mean how could I fail? There was no justification to fail me at all. I got angrier at the lack of communication than the actual score I got, maybe at least.
I started drinking. Really bad. Liquorthat was meant to last me week takendown in a less than 20 minutes. Jfl I even started cackling mid shutdown. I couldn’t believe BELIEVE I had failed this shit and the absolute state of BUMMER DRUMMER INCEL. NIGGER DRUMMER INCEL DIDNT DO TOO GOOD FUAAARK.
Mom came in, got all angry which added onto the flames. Talked about random bullshit while I just looked at my ceiling contemplating. not the best problem diffuser. Tbh. Probably would’ve been best to just leave me alone as I usually get quite introspective after a rage, but she didn’t. Instead she was passive aggressive to me. Definitely does not help my situation.
I think I’m done ded srs. Atleast I didn’t do anything too seriously damaging, but I think this was one of my worst or most active emotional moments in my life. I am almost never emotional. Still contemplating over this was just a multitude of things or this specific thing. Going to introspect and do a self assessment for a little bit to find this out.
I hope theneighbors didn’t hear but they absolutely did. I for sure said some racial slurs and “death to america”’s.
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