So my dumbass thought it would be a good idea to scour through some fetish websites (in this case FetLife) to try and find holes who had a thing for fat fucks such as myself, as a last ditch effort to ascend. I eventually found this local nerdy Becky in her mid 20's (already hit the wall but you know, beggars can't be choosers 
) whose into morbidly obese men and has pics to prove it. The guys in the images were fatter and older than I am, some ethnic, some wore glasses and had no tats whatsoever, the kind of guys you would see moderating discord servers (however they still mog me facially) and she was RIDING THESE HAMBEASTS (basically a 1-in-a-million kind of foid, or so I thought... ) So I thought to myself "yeah maybe this is my chance, my chance to finally ascend albeit to a totally not-mentally-ill foid " so ofc I messaged her.
We started talking, getting to know each other, talked about games n shit we were into wadda wadda (even though I was a virgin) I couldn't care less, I let her know about my NEET status and tells me she doesn't mind. I send her pictures of my king sized 300lb physique (not my face, yet), she digged it . But when the time came she did indeed ask to see my face, so naturally I was hesitant as I already knew what the outcome would be. After preparing for yet another brutal rejection, I went ahead and sent her an unsee link depicting it and next thing you know, BAM! Blocked . Now at this point I should know by now that such events would inevitably occur but yet, it still stung . It has been YEARS since I last shown my face online to a foid I thought would be fail-proof of my ascension, but boy was I wrong. I guess remnants of the blue pill still resided in my mind after all...
But now, no longer
) whose into morbidly obese men and has pics to prove it. The guys in the images were fatter and older than I am, some ethnic, some wore glasses and had no tats whatsoever, the kind of guys you would see moderating discord servers (however they still mog me facially) and she was RIDING THESE HAMBEASTS (basically a 1-in-a-million kind of foid, or so I thought... ) So I thought to myself "yeah maybe this is my chance, my chance to finally ascend albeit to a totally not-mentally-ill foid " so ofc I messaged her.We started talking, getting to know each other, talked about games n shit we were into wadda wadda (even though I was a virgin) I couldn't care less, I let her know about my NEET status and tells me she doesn't mind. I send her pictures of my king sized 300lb physique
(not my face, yet), she digged it . But when the time came she did indeed ask to see my face, so naturally I was hesitant as I already knew what the outcome would be. After preparing for yet another brutal rejection, I went ahead and sent her an unsee link depicting it and next thing you know, BAM! Blocked . Now at this point I should know by now that such events would inevitably occur but yet, it still stung . It has been YEARS since I last shown my face online to a foid I thought would be fail-proof of my ascension, but boy was I wrong. I guess remnants of the blue pill still resided in my mind after all... But now, no longer
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