LifeFuel Got loaded on whiskey and then went on bike ride today

[Blancmange]

Today combined 2 good things, bike riding and drunkeness, & for the time in weeks I finally found some happyness and forgetfulness, i was almost as happy as I remember being as a child

I've been so horny and craving the always elusive pussy this week more than usual, that feeling eventually turned into a deep frustration and depression as it always does when I realize that I'm stuck in the mire of inceldom, thank the lord I finally found something fun to break me out of that cycle of realization.

Of course the depression and frustration will return, but at least I got a fleeting moment of happiness today.

 

[Cuyen]

Don't drink alcohol

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

Welcome back to hell.

 

[Blancmange]

Don't drink alcohol

I usually drink water and white tea, I am trying to be as healthy as possible.

 

[Insomniac]

Try acid/shrooms

 

[Blancmange]

Welcome back to hell.

Was it you that recommended meditation to me a few months ago? I want to delve into that more consistently next year, I wish I wasn't so easily distracted.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

Was it you that recommended meditation to me a few months ago? I want to delve into that more consistently next year, I wish I wasn't so easily distracted.

Yes it was me, it is honestly the greatest cope around. I advise you to do it before looking at your phone or using the internet that day, especially at a site like this, it is very hard to keep a clear mind straight after spending time here unfortunately.

 

[Blancmange]

Yes it was me, it is honestly the greatest cope around. I advise you to do it before looking at your phone or using the internet that day, especially at a site like this, it is very hard to keep a clear mind straight after spending time here unfortunately.

I need to kick myself everyday and not forget to do it.

 

[EthnicelNL]

I've been so horny and craving the always elusive pussy this week more than usual

Kek. Dont be a cuck who cant control his emotions though.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

I need to kick myself everyday and not forget to do it.

Yeah, that’s the hard bit.