
jeetcel
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hello brocels, it's been some months since i posted last time
this was my last thread here
incels.is
since then, i am dwelling in unbearable amount of stress and depression even...my asshole father's continuing as usual, he doesn't care even little how much stressed i am or how i'm feeling after all this,
i was already a smoker but my daily streak of smoking has gone double,
all of this is brewing in my mind, and taking a toll on my health,
last week, i collapsed at workplace while making some stupid excel sheet, they rushed me to nearby hospital,
initially it was deemed as some weakness due to weather (it's already summertime here) but after some blood work they revealed i've gotten hypothyroidism and type two diabetes...there's also risk of developing rheumatoid arthritis if not taken care
most likely stress induced
i'm put on some stupid medications to maintain it like 75 mg of thyroxin sodium, 1000 mg of metformin and 1 mg of glimepiride, plus lots of dietary restrictions (i already eat in limit, now they want me to give up on milk and dairy products)
it feels like i'm biochemically-hormonally turning into a castrated mutt, and i'm barely nearing 30s yet...
i don't even understand what to do anymore, everyone in my family's thriving doing whatever they like to do but me...i'm just dying inside
thanks mom, for bringing this all upon me for your momentary flings, see you later in hell
this was my last thread here

(dark past) I'm son of a whore | I'm incel because of my mother, too (continuing old thread where I put out why I am an incel because of my father)
previous thread where I pin the blame of my inceldom on my father (of course, apart from my looks and genes) and the kind of life I was bestowed upon by him https://incels.is/threads/i-am-incel-because-of-my-father.470731/ oldcels here perhaps know my story a bit, that I lost my mother in my...

since then, i am dwelling in unbearable amount of stress and depression even...my asshole father's continuing as usual, he doesn't care even little how much stressed i am or how i'm feeling after all this,
i was already a smoker but my daily streak of smoking has gone double,
all of this is brewing in my mind, and taking a toll on my health,
last week, i collapsed at workplace while making some stupid excel sheet, they rushed me to nearby hospital,
initially it was deemed as some weakness due to weather (it's already summertime here) but after some blood work they revealed i've gotten hypothyroidism and type two diabetes...there's also risk of developing rheumatoid arthritis if not taken care
most likely stress induced
i'm put on some stupid medications to maintain it like 75 mg of thyroxin sodium, 1000 mg of metformin and 1 mg of glimepiride, plus lots of dietary restrictions (i already eat in limit, now they want me to give up on milk and dairy products)
it feels like i'm biochemically-hormonally turning into a castrated mutt, and i'm barely nearing 30s yet...
i don't even understand what to do anymore, everyone in my family's thriving doing whatever they like to do but me...i'm just dying inside
thanks mom, for bringing this all upon me for your momentary flings, see you later in hell