Venting Got any ideas?

[TheJester]

I am pretty much bored of anything now.

I think i am going whitepilled. I am sure that i aint ever getting a girlfriend at this point so why even think and talk about it?

I am so fucking bored of EVERYTHING.

Like i wonder how some people can libe 25 years and not just be done with this shit?
Especially those that got no money or hell even those with money but no ambition.

What can I do?

Suicide is always an option I guess.

I dont like playing games. Have touched the first game today in 4 years of non gaming Horizon Forbbiden West on my PS4. Ngl gaming sucks. This is Literally a peak game and I couldn't play more then an hour thats how unenjoyable gaming has become after abstinance for 4 years.

Same as porn. If you havent looked at any porn content in 2 or 3 months and then visit a porn site, its just all so boring. Like it pisses me off seeing a dude fuck a perfect bitch. Feels cucked and I aint getting an erection from porn after months without.

Movies are also totally unenjoyable to me and I made a few posts about it too.

None of these copes work.

I still got reading. Funny enough the somewhat only thing I am in the mood to actually do.

Ive not been to the gym in the past 2 weeks. Felt to dumb going and seeing extemly shreeded gigamoggers that ignore you anyway.

Idk. I might start consuming less youtube too.

Youtube seems to have ran "out of content". Ill make a post about it eventually.

Its just yea theres always "news" like Trump wants Gaza or German Election nonsense. Not interested in politics either and I was HELLA invested into Global Politics once.

Thing is - in the past 20 years nothing good has happened for my family from politics. Theres only higher taxes, more subscriptions, more laws that Block Gen Z from interacting with each other and ofc more propaganda and indoctrination.

Germany is a whole liberal machine at this point.

So why would I watch the same shit for the millioned time were some SPD politician hates on AFD or whatever.

Nothing ever gets better in this county.

Funniest thing is CDU will most likely be the next Government - right after 3 years of "green politics that destroyed the country" we get CDU again.

Nothing has changed when it comes to the inner circle of CDU either its been the same people for the past 20 years.

Even Merkel is coming back LMFAO its a whole shit show.

So yeah....any ideas?

-> I want realistic answers you dont need to write shit like LDAR or go ER.

 

[Solid]

Traveling if you have the funds to. It's a nice cope doing it solo.

 

[TheJester]

Traveling if you have the funds to. It's a nice cope doing it solo.

Where tho?

Btw ive been in a lot of countries it all sucked almost always.

 

[JustAnotherCynic]

Maybe try music? I don't know what to tell you brocel, I had the same issue when trying to go whitepilled.

 

[Chaircel]

Harassing/trolling foids online

 

[Solid]

Where tho?

Btw ive been in a lot of countries it all sucked almost always.

Last place I visited was Greece. I guess it depends on what interests you, but I really like going to historic sites like parthenon or acropolis, so Greece was a blast for me.

 

[Skyrim]

I'm starting to have the same issue. all the copes just get boring after some time

 

[TheJester]

Maybe try music? I don't know what to tell you brocel, I had the same issue when trying to go whitepilled.

Ive played piano for 4 years and guitar for 15 years - I disliked both for pretty much all this time and only did it because of my father. I never found enjoyment in either.
I did techno music myself at age 16 but gave up the same year. I did nighcore music and uploades it to Youtube between age 16 and 19 but got bored of it also because you dont get much money with it since stuff is still copyrighted.

Nowadays music is done with AI but so far i dont feel that SUNO or Udio are quite there yet.

 

[HotDogCel]

Had the same issue, but I usually compensate by driving and going to walk into nature, listening to music. At some point the need to play vidya comes back and I can enjoy it, but not more than few hours before having to repeat that cycle

 

[TheJester]

Harassing/trolling foids online

Useless. You dont even know if its really a girl behind the screen - could be a bot too.

In fact i gave up writing comments on Youtube recently after noticing that the average comment section is no less then 80% bots and AI generated comments + Youtube filters comments heavily now.

I deleted my Snap months ago. Also youll be banned quickly if you harass on Such plattforms.

On Discord I doubt trolling even makes much sense. The average User either is a troll themselves, a scammer or too stupid to realize that they are trolled.

 

[Chaircel]

Useless. You dont even know if its really a girl behind the screen - could be a bot too.

In fact i gave up writing comments on Youtube recently after noticing that the average comment section is no less then 80% bots and AI generated comments + Youtube filters comments heavily now.

I deleted my Snap months ago. Also youll be banned quickly if you harass on Such plattforms.

On Discord I doubt trolling even makes much sense. The average User either is a troll themselves, a scammer or too stupid to realize that they are trolled.

I personally have doxxed game dev foids (perfectly legal btw as I acquired the info legally through the public domain) and like spamming it to them on platforms like twitter using alt accounts.

 

[kcarrots]

I am pretty much bored of anything now.

I think i am going whitepilled. I am sure that i aint ever getting a girlfriend at this point so why even think and talk about it?

I am so fucking bored of EVERYTHING.

Like i wonder how some people can libe 25 years and not just be done with this shit?
Especially those that got no money or hell even those with money but no ambition.

What can I do?

Suicide is always an option I guess.

I dont like playing games. Have touched the first game today in 4 years of non gaming Horizon Forbbiden West on my PS4. Ngl gaming sucks. This is Literally a peak game and I couldn't play more then an hour thats how unenjoyable gaming has become after abstinance for 4 years.

Same as porn. If you havent looked at any porn content in 2 or 3 months and then visit a porn site, its just all so boring. Like it pisses me off seeing a dude fuck a perfect bitch. Feels cucked and I aint getting an erection from porn after months without.

Movies are also totally unenjoyable to me and I made a few posts about it too.

None of these copes work.

I still got reading. Funny enough the somewhat only thing I am in the mood to actually do.

Ive not been to the gym in the past 2 weeks. Felt to dumb going and seeing extemly shreeded gigamoggers that ignore you anyway.

Idk. I might start consuming less youtube too.

Youtube seems to have ran "out of content". Ill make a post about it eventually.

Its just yea theres always "news" like Trump wants Gaza or German Election nonsense. Not interested in politics either and I was HELLA invested into Global Politics once.

Thing is - in the past 20 years nothing good has happened for my family from politics. Theres only higher taxes, more subscriptions, more laws that Block Gen Z from interacting with each other and ofc more propaganda and indoctrination.

Germany is a whole liberal machine at this point.

So why would I watch the same shit for the millioned time were some SPD politician hates on AFD or whatever.

Nothing ever gets better in this county.

Funniest thing is CDU will most likely be the next Government - right after 3 years of "green politics that destroyed the country" we get CDU again.

Nothing has changed when it comes to the inner circle of CDU either its been the same people for the past 20 years.

Even Merkel is coming back LMFAO its a whole shit show.

So yeah....any ideas?

-> I want realistic answers you dont need to write shit like LDAR or go ER.

Keep reading, I was gonna recommend you to do it too.I don’t know what kind of books you read but perhaps you could change the genre or style. Something that gives me peace too is finding good music and drawing. I’m not very talented but going outside and drawing stuff I see is relaxing and time goes by fast. Lastly perhaps If you have the chance go into nature and hike beneath getting into it too and it’s quite pleasant