By the way, I’ve stopped watching porn since December. I’ve switched over to AI chats instead, so it’s kind of weird that I still end up gooning over fantasies all the time. I guess when you’re a 24-year-old KHHV, the sex thoughts just don’t stop. I’m constantly craving sexual experiences, I’m starving for them, and even the idea of a simple interaction with a woman is enough to turn me on. I can’t focus on anything throughout the day. I try to do something productive, but these thoughts always creep in and derail me. It’s messing everything up. And then, after I release, the post-nut clarity hits hard because I realize this cycle probably won’t end. It’s honestly kind of suifuel at this point. 
