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beneperson
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- Joined
- Feb 3, 2025
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Hello.
My name is Benecio, I'm 18 years old. White. I'm 5"5 give or take, and I'm ready to die.
I've been banned nearly everywhere else. Reddit. X. So I have nowhere else to vent my deepest fears to except here. I have no friends, no future, and no luck with women. I'm ugly and unlovable, and it's driven me insane. Nothing I tried has ever worked for me. I've only coasted along, alone and invisible to nearly everyone in the entire world.
Eternal peace and a rest without suffering is my only option. I am not scared of the other side. I have lived to the fullest I can and it's time for me to go.
I thought I was above this. I thought I could push through. I was wrong. It's clear as day that I am not meant to live. I am meant to serve as a reminder for those who are more fortunate that they should be happy for the hand they were dealt. I am a genetic mistake and a failure to my family. I am worth nothing. I exist only as a statistic, and a statistic I will become.
I plan to end my life in the coming days. If I can't go through with it, I will still not return to this site, or any site for that matter. I will instead slip away into the unreachable void of forgotten incels, never to be heard from again.
I wish only the best for everyone, even though that is an uneccesarily improbable fate. If you view me as a coward, that is fine. I won't blame you, I am. But God help me, this is no way for a man to live.
- BenePerson
My name is Benecio, I'm 18 years old. White. I'm 5"5 give or take, and I'm ready to die.
I've been banned nearly everywhere else. Reddit. X. So I have nowhere else to vent my deepest fears to except here. I have no friends, no future, and no luck with women. I'm ugly and unlovable, and it's driven me insane. Nothing I tried has ever worked for me. I've only coasted along, alone and invisible to nearly everyone in the entire world.
Eternal peace and a rest without suffering is my only option. I am not scared of the other side. I have lived to the fullest I can and it's time for me to go.
I thought I was above this. I thought I could push through. I was wrong. It's clear as day that I am not meant to live. I am meant to serve as a reminder for those who are more fortunate that they should be happy for the hand they were dealt. I am a genetic mistake and a failure to my family. I am worth nothing. I exist only as a statistic, and a statistic I will become.
I plan to end my life in the coming days. If I can't go through with it, I will still not return to this site, or any site for that matter. I will instead slip away into the unreachable void of forgotten incels, never to be heard from again.
I wish only the best for everyone, even though that is an uneccesarily improbable fate. If you view me as a coward, that is fine. I won't blame you, I am. But God help me, this is no way for a man to live.
- BenePerson